First time touching myself

Here's some help: don't worry about it. Just enjoy life and all the other fun things you can do. Your body isn't ready for that sort of stuff yet. Besides, more importantly, emotionally you aren't prepared for those strong feelings. They are feelings that are meant for 2 people to share together, 2 people who are committed to each other for life and who will do anything for each other. God has meant for these feelings to only be expressed between 2 people who are married, man and wife. I promise that if you follow that, then you will have the most joy from these feelings, instead of a feeling of emptiness and guilt.