his sexual nature seems fishy...........

PLEASE EXCUSE ME FOR RANTING AND I APOLOGIZE RIGHT NOW.THIS WILL BE KINDA LONG AND I WILL TRY TO GET STRAIGHT TO THE POINT.first let me give you some information: next month will be four years i have been intimate with my boyfrend....im not sure how to explain what im guessing about my boyfriend but i gotta tell all of it. he had dozens of accusations that he twisted from our trip to the mechanic,grocery store,restaurant etcetc and in all of them I AM CHEATING ON HIM.the entire time i have not ever met his mother much less anyone else in his family.im originally from another state and just began driving (up here)last year.anyhow,as a hard-working single father he could be a keeper-of somebody(lol).anyhow from the beginning he deceived me by using a toy to have sex with me-instead of tellign me he had a micropenis.it took me a little over a year to realize id never touched his penis-much less seen it but when i slipped and felt it I WAS MAD AS HELL!the next few days were hurtful times for me and i gave him his share of it-or so i thought.he seemed more upset than i did bc he said "i knew" he was using it.??who is this man yall?we are neighbors but he never comes to my house!actually he works for himself and is always travelling-for a single father he has reliable daycare from another babymama.id say mostly the entire four years has been him trying to brainwash me into thinking im unloyal,dispectful,a cheater and he doesnt trust me BUT FOR WHAT.??????????i havent given this man any reason to think ive been with another man.FOR FOUR YEARS THIS MAN HAS REPEATEDLY tried to sway me into thinking i needed to be on my guard so he wouldnt think i was cheating-but he alwas thought that anyhow so hell what gives?me being me i didnt care if he had a grudge when i had to go be with my family and i would go days w/o talking to him(DONT FORGET I LIVE DOWNSTAIRS EXACTLY UNDER HIM) but he never would come to my house.id stay multiple nights in a row at his house bc my kids are grown but one is still home.he maybe came to spend the night with me 50 times the entire time!when he was travelling he was happy as a clam but as soon as he comes home hes dissatisfied wth his daughter,his son,our neighbors,people in general adn of course me.BUT FOR SOME REASON HE WANTS ME AROUND HIS HOUSE.i realized it all tonight while we were intimate.i recently joined this site bc i had been researching things associated with the signs hes been showing me and eventually I SEEN THE LIGHT bc someone on here asked me why does he need to insert himself AND the toy (to please me) at the same time?if im such a cheating disrespectful,unloyal woman why he wasting my time yall? tonight after i got home i told him my suspicions and i was forced to tell i think he is bisexual:HE WAS LIVID HE EVEN SAID HE HATES ME RIGHT NOW.its over but im still confused and i need to talk to yall.are his issues with pleasing me(and any other woman?) with a toy normal- dont forget his small penis.i recall at the beginning of our relationship he deceived me by using the toy.then he tried to make me think i knew he was using it!!I DIDNT EVEN KNWO WHAT THE HELL IT WAS!!!!!!!!!lately he wantd me to think im not doing enuff, being there enuff, giving enuff, experimenting sex enuff.he WAS obsessed about anal sex honey aint no way ima have two p****** in teh same spot!!but as long as he has the toys he obsesses about them-if i say i dont want it he will ask over and over againand i usually let him.he has not really came out and said "why" he prefers the toy(to feel like hes f****** an anus).my muscles are extremely tight but he needs it tighter?lately i remember some comments hes made about 'his' sexuality that i thougtht nothing of at all.once he told me that his friends took him to a strip club for his birthday and he pushed the woman off his lap bc he didnt want the lap dance they paid for.another time he told me that to stop a neighbor from borrowing money he asked him'why you asking me for money-you want me to run up in ya?' and he laughed it off but so did i. he has ONLY MEN CONTACTS HE TRAVELS TO FOR BUSINESS.MY QUESTION IS THIS:are my suspicions valid for me to think hes bisexual?once i get replies ill go into more detail about hwo the wool was pulled voer my eyes.HIS ENTIRE DEMEANER NOW SEEMS LIKE A WOMANS WORST NIGHTMARE ON LIFETIME MOVIE NETWORK!thankyoumuch-DALPHY