I don't want to be anything other than straight. I've tried picturing myself kissing the prettiest girl I know and I see it but it doesn't look as natural as myself kissing a man. I liked this boy for two years and he made my heart flutter and everything. I just recently got over him. I first ended up watching lesbian porn because I'm a teen and a virgin and have never seen a penis before so I was more comfortable with lesbian porn at first. But then I began to enjoy straight porn a lot and got off quick. Lesbian porn still excited me though. I've liked guys my whole life and I want a boyfriend, marriage, my own kids, and everything. But then I think.... Is that really what I want? I don't want to be lesbian! Us think girls at school are very pretty but don't get the same flutter feeling I had with that boy before. Now I'm scared I will never feel that for a boy again and I want to! How do I kick this? Please help me I'm young and scared
Hi, i just read your post, how old r u ??