I'm on day 10 after coming off 50mg of methadone completely cold turkey(stupid as hell I know!) I was on methadone for only 3 months and heroin daily for 2 years. This might seem like moderate consumption compared to most, particularly my EX friends but that's because I needed out early because I just so happened to meet my future wife(not a user) whilst i was still f*****g around.
You cannot have a relationship when one of the people is on methadone or heroin no way. If you are with someone you love and wondering whether to stop using or getting dispensed its a no brainer!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway because of the 50mg drop off I suffered hell like the rest of us! I have had 7 hours sleep in 10 days, but have kinda started getting into the insomnia if you know what I mean? The HELLISH itchy/restless/thrashing about abated 3 days ago THANK GOD!!! No more punching the wall and getting kicked out of bed!! And now I just try to keep busy by doing positive things during the day and make sure there is lots of good tv/film/internet/book for the night/early morning session. Come on we're used to all nighters!!! But this time no needles foil or pipe!!!!!!!!!!!
I have understood now to accept the insomnia and usually manage some sort of a not quite what I would call a sleep for 1-2 hours always at 5am.
Thank you to everyone on this site so so so much, I have written a list of all the useful herbs and drinks etc and will get them tomorrow if my fiancee will give me some money! She has been SO SUPPORTIVE and like the poster said, this is really important I couldn't have done it without her being so thoughtful and understanding.
She has in the past had insomnia and said that a really important thing to do is just accept that you AINT GONNA SLEEP!! Get something to do and DON'T GO BED,it will just make matters worse. Thrashing around in bed is hideous.
Anyway this is me so far
Day 1 : nothing,
2-4 ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Britlofex and valium made days 5-6 bearable and since then I have been OK and will now go and buy all those recommended products! Strong sleeping tablets dont touch the sides and wont for a month I imagine! Best save them for later! Walking or any exercise is crucial.
Well done to everyone that has done this.
keep up the good work you are in the throws, you are one day closer ;-)
And if you are thinking whether to start withdrawing just do it!!!!! You are a month closer to having your life back if you start now..........................................................I needed opiates but now I just need life, it makes me happy again ;-) I know im relatively early in like on third maybe but I know things are gonna be OK finally, I have been crying with happiness :-)
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What the hell mean they by that ?! I think the real truth was that they planned for me to stay only about 16 days in the institution but my case was a difficult one,they could not break my methadon in my body cause i was on the 7th day still on 300mg morphium and no improvement !? It's sad ...they sent me home and did nothing !
Their official explanation was that I'm not psychical ready to get off methadon. The stupidest thing i ever heard !
What do u guys think about my case ? Don't tell me its normal to act like that !?
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tell me direct into my face what u ment....please...
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Miligram wrote:
The every day non-stop yellin at me why i can't find a Job it's like a "good morning" to me. cause i havel already get used to it ,and she's old .Guyes i have a question for you...why is it almost everywhere ,the situation the same. Male Drugs user has not a girlfriend.,.! . No,I don't mean when u r high and when u loves then everybody.Let just look at the facts. If even a guy has a girlfriend he can't get hard becaue he's under much opiates...so what does it means..? thy can't have sex.But they can become such good friends,like soul mates and that matters....! The relationship would become something more,better cause nobody even is in a mood for sex. Sex is so overrated !
totally agree with you there! my fiance and i havent had sex in a vvvveeeeerrrryyyy long time time...def over a year. we've both been on methadone for 3 years now as well. and sex is overrated at this point. we have a bond that i don't know of anyone else to have. we bicker over stupid sh*t but thats it. november will be 9 years that we've been together and i wouldn't change a day of it...ok except the ones at first when i had major anger issues and would beat the sh*t out of him :( i changed that though and we have so many things in common and love doing the same things...and still to this day, i even miss him when hes at work!! lol. and he still calls me on at least 2 or 3 of his breaks every day! now don't get me wrong sometimes my hormones do kick in and id like to have sex but were always so freaking tired that we just cuddle up together and watch a movie. i know if i would have known what i know now i think i might have chose a differnt way to get sober. we've gained so much weight, and our teeth have taken a beating as well. but then again...i learned alot in this time, esp who my real friends were!
First, I wish u all the best in your relationship. Now i wish my girlfriend was like you...also on methadone like me cause then we would have the thing and the kind of r relationship like u do.But..I would never force her to get on methadone. I just wanna say that I wish i could have the relationship u guys have.My gf is clean,she is taking nothing and we came to a point where it's not worth anymore to be with each other.
She will never understand me as an addict. :(
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Thank you,
-Ryan K.
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