#&$#!  Life sucks.  Need to get a job, I am quasi disabled.  Weed always helped me work and find a job.  Dumbo's feather hogwash.  I have Indian in me and THC completes me.  In moderate doses I do fine.  Colorado was not the answer unless I figured how to make it but I have external problems other than pot if pot is a problem.... If u can get by on a hit or two a day... Try that I would say.  We need to be strong.  Don't start pot in this world, just do speed like everyone else and work and be clean in 24 hrs or less.  Leaving the stage seems like a good option but I like speaking.  So I will stay it thru.  Year or so and I won't miss pot probably.  Love getting heavier.  Pot helped me stay skinny.  In a bad good situation now so I doubt pot would help but who knows.  It is illegal where I am at so f#&@ pot.