so this is the deal, exactly one month and 10 days from this post, i had protected sex with a possible prostitute and complete stranger. it was on July 6 and basically the story went like this... i had some weed and some beers not that i was out of my mind but a bit tipsy i decided to go for a walk and find something to eat, i didn't bought anything and headed back home and there she was sitting out of the store charging her phone on a public outlet. she saw me and call me to sit near her a was going to decline but somehow i decided to take the plunge even though i knew what was going to happen, i had similar experienced and i always end up a flying mess. this time i learn my lesson no sex with total strangers. back to the story... we talk for a couple of minutes i remember she had a cracked open lower lip that was heal already she said that her boy friend threw a lighter before kicked her out of the house, i don't know if it was true i keep thinking herpes but some how that night my morals and common sense wasn't working that well. moments later we made up at a park and then i took home and grabbed my car and some condoms that i had. i went and pick her up again and took her some place and this is how it went down... i got her on her back i put the condom and put my pepe there i must admit that she got me so turned on that i finish instantly. she knew i was done and about to pull out cus she mounted me and put me on my back and trusted me for about 5 more times at that point had an instant remors and obviously my thing started to get limp, i could feel the condom slip out so i threw the woman to the side and at this point the condom is hanging of the tip of my thing the base is completely exposed and i am a mess of body fluids me and her's. the head of my penis was never out of the condom in the whole ordeal and i immediately jump on a river that was near by and stayed the for a minute rubbing my hands and my Johnson l didn't have no soap. i decided not to mess to much with the stuff in case anything was possibly contaminated i just sat there in the water knowing this was coming. now to the symptoms... all of them... every time i check the web and look up a new symptom i get it about a day day later, i have seen 3 doctors in the first 2 weeks one the first one did a test on me that got me even more paranoid, she found white blood cells in the tip of my Johnson so i though i was exposed to something, i being messing with it stretching the opening to see if i cold spot something maybe that did it, or it could have being the inflammation i developed cause by anxiety, let say that my whole body was aching and then it stop after the third doctor ensured me that i had protected sex. i keep asking for post exposure treatment and all of them keep saying i didn't need it. i am still very paranoid and i can't really talk about symptoms cus, like i said i have had them all including the night sweets and i never had night sweets in my life and they are scary, yet they can be part of the massive hysteria that i am going through right now. so the question is was i exposed or was a natural reaction of my body, was i protected knowing that my head was never out of the condom. they gave me antibiotics at that day but i also had a negative blood and culture exam. that's my base. i wonder if i should pay for a 4th generation test just to ease my mind or should i wait the 2 more weeks to get another test even though i don't know if my never system will explode by then.