I cant find any dildos or buy any

Hey, I'm a teenager girl (not old enough to buy any dildos or anything) but I do rub sometimes with my fingers. I have tried markers, brush handles, vibrating toothbrush, deodorants, shower gel bottles but nothings working. some stuff doesnt fit up there and some stuff is too small. i never seem to cum or pee or feel anything but need help finding something new. please help me. I cant find any dildos or buy any so please help ASAP