I have come to a fork in my road.
I am 6 weeks pregnant, and I don't
know whether to have an abortion
or to have this baby.

I have a 4 year old, and long story short,
I placed him with his father 2 yrs ago because
I felt that it was the healthiest and most appropriate
for him. I wasn't in the right head space, or independant
or at all mature enough. I am 22, and at that time, well
you can guess the age.

So, for that reason I want to experience motherhood with
what I know, what I've learned, and what I haven't forgotten.

But.... there is one thing that tears me from that.
I had an abortion in Sept of last year, and I still haven't gotten
over that, and what scares me is that I was diagnosed with Endometriosis.
So along with that I have a very high chance of never conceiving a child
again....so that limits my mind to what? I'm scared, lost, confused and I wish I knew what was right or wrong...