OK so I've had a pill problem for years because it elevated my mood I guess. They make me happy then went to kratom. Any time I was w/o either I was always miserable as far as didn't have interest in anything. So now I'm on sub's and haven't taken them correctly since ive gotten them. Every week I run out and start with drawing go back to my weekly appt and bam same thing over again. So my question is will I ever find the good in life get that inspiration back I guess is the best way to put it. Because right now I can't wait till my next appt to get my script. Once I do I take it and go on w my life like it makes me normal. Whatever part of my brain it hits to make me happy is I guess the part that's broken so to speak.