Heres my story.... Im 25 years old and im having baby fever, my first pregnancy was when i was 19 in 2008 (un-planned) it as a very difficult pregnancy i was in and out of the hospital at least once a week. I made it to almost 6 months when i was rushed to the ER in the worst pain ever, not knowing what was going on. Whatever meds they gave me made me fall asleep and the next morning i woke up at my parents house with my now ex bf. i ran to the bathroom thinkin i had wet myself and the baby came out....worst experience of my life. the baby was already dead and the pain i was feeling the night before was actually me going into early labor. 3 months later i found out i was pregnant again, with my same ex bf. i was still really messed up from what i had just gone through and decided i couldnt handle it physically or emotionally. I aborted the baby 1 week later (I still question myself why i did it) me and my ex broke up. My 3rd pregnancy was october 2011 me and my bf (who im still currently with for 3 1/2 years) were not planning it but after the shock we got excited. Then our excitment only turned to horror 3 weeks later when during a sonogram we found out it was a tubal. I did the chemotherapy injections to terminate the pregnancy.... i was devastated. About a month later we decided we really did want a baby but we didnt want to revolve our lives around trying. so we eliminated all protection and for the last year have been not trying but not protecting against it, if that makes sense. All fails every month taking tests with negatives. We have recently been concered if i cant conceive because of my pregnancy history or the chemo injections. Now its january 30th and my period was supossed to start on the 21st of january, it never came i started spotting on january 17th and it finally ended today. I have taken 3 tests and they all said im not pregnant is it possible i could be? im sorry this is so long i just thought it maybe better to put the whole story out there.....Any thought would be appreciated