I want to abort but I don't want anyone to know it

As a parent I know how hard it is to raise kids young. Many factors are in play here. Your caseworkers, parents, babys sperm donor, your emotions. Problem here is after getting pregnant at 13 and going through the pain ridicule and koy of childbirth I completely understand your reasoning but... as a woman who had an abortion at a very very young age secretly (13) it will always haunt you. The procedure itself mostly but then having to explain the incident when it shows up on medical records maybe not to your family but definitely the caseworker and legal system. Your best option here is to call the caseworker yourself (not going through friends or family) and admitting that you have made another life changing mistake by having unsafe random sex and consider the idea of adoption. I had my kids between 18-24 (3 total) and because their father was 21years old than I my third child was born with serious birth defects. Since I thought we were going to stay together I had a tubal ligation and now after remarrying I cant take back that decision. So with that information in mind let me also tell you that because of the problems we had as parents and going through the hoops of our iowa dhs I could no longer watch my children suffer and placed them up for adoption terminating my parental rights. Although I would love to have another child or simply to be a part of my kids lives now some decisions are final and nobody has the right to tell you that you would be making the wrong choice. Its your body, your baby, and your decision.  Best of luck to you and if I lived in california sweetpea id adopt the baby for you.