Hi, I was just wondering..any advice why I can't seem to have sex I'm 18 turning 19 in two months. I've tried to have sex with my recent boyfriend but I cant. I don't know why at first I didnt want to but then when I felt it was time I couldn't. He thought I didn't love him.but I did and I wanted to do everything with him experience more but I couldn't. Yes I would get turned on .I loved kissig him,feeling his body so close to mine that I wanted more.but when we got to the point we're we the next step was coming I cant I couldn't. I would stop him or get up.. idk why. Even though I want it to happen. I have no boyfriend now b/c I don't want to be with someone who I can't give them everything. I know once they find out I can't have sex they will leave me. I cry because I want to love in that way too..to give myself to the person I love  but I can't.idk if this is normal? What wrong with me?Could any one help with advice please and thank you ..I would appreciate it so much