Please abby don't! I've been there and I promise you it does get better, I now have 2 kids that I cannot live without, don't give up your future. My very own mom told me to kill myself! But if I did I would have missed out on my kids, please talk to someone, things always get better no matter how hopeless it seems, you're life is so precious, anyone who can say that to someone is sick and probably going nowhere in life, just please keep your head up, you're going to do great things with your life ;)