my anus is noticeably wider since I started with anal play

i am a male teenager and recently started anal play. Basically a 2 weeks ago I inserted 2 fingers in my ass for the first time. I did not use lube only spit and it hurt a little but not really. I could feel it strething pretty good. I stopped for about 3 weeks because I experienced something werid in my anal and i can feel it loose. Anyway my anus is now noticeably wide. When I spread my ass in the mirror it's not I can clearly see it should be tighter. I have compared it to pictures/porn videos of other people and there's are much tighter. When I spread it, it's like a black hole lol. Not like a huge gape in pornos but it should be tight. It's not closed like it should be, it's open. It feels lose too.