hi me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 3 years and im his first really girlfriend and also his first in bed i have a child and have been married before everything went wonderfull but nou i can see that he has wondering eyes and im scared that maybe for someone that hasent really dated alot or have slept with anyone he might wonder how it might be with someone els and we really have a wonderfull live together he is like a dad to my child im just scared he might wake up one day and think that this is not what he wanned or that the change of temptation is going to get a problem in the years coming im so scared of getting hurt that i watch everything he das and dont trust him
some time i wish he did sleep with other girls and knows how it must be like but he dasent so the change of him getting bored is alot bigger now