I wanted to check if im alone ...... Seems I still am:( ...When some one dies I dont understand the crying or sadness, When something bad happens I feel no fear or anything I see so all around me .... Sometimes I envy all of u ... Bud sometimes I just think its pathetic... Mostly I wish I wasnt this ???? ... I cant even love my Wife and kids like a husband should... Im definately not depressed (to unpredictable and wouldnt want to lose my life) Sux to be me hey ...Stop your whining if your dum girlfriend dropped u or cheated on u ... The world is bigger than just u or here ... in the time u resorted to this u could of had a new trusting? girlfriend ... At least u arnt dangerous enough to take a life and wont understand the difference to killing live stock.... With this I have good intellectual value so mostly wont harm any one . Its like being a alien in your own race................... What am I doing here any ways cya and lol good luck