Me and my boyfriend had an abortion in March, ever since a lot has been different. I've been depressed, confused about us I do love him but he made me have an abortion and when I think about it I get soo mad and upset at him. Even tho I know its my fault cuz I went thru with it, I hung out with a guy 3 times and ever since then he needs to see my phone and doesnt really trust me...I just dont know what to do anymore please help!