I have not been diagnosed w/Emotional dysregulation but I sure feel the symptoms. The hardest part about it is with unstable relationships I cannot discuss with anyone because everyone thinks I am a selfish b***h. I was neglected and molested younger and I have tried to leave it behind me but I can't. It is not that easy. I am depressed right now and when I get past the depression I will be the best ever, which I believe could be cyclothymia again to childhood abuse. It is very hard to communicate and I wish that there was somewhere I could got to connect with others with similar experiences. I feel alone and no one really cares about me. I feel I was denied the importance of bonding with my mother and thinks spiraled out of control from there.