right shoulder never ending pain even with heavy medication

i have 2 heriated disc, raynods phenominon, neuropathy, carpol tunnel, in the early stages of scoliosis, and my right shoulder is 2 inches lower than my right shoulder. thats alot of problems for a man of 34  years old. way too much. as it is though, For almost 15 years i worked as a communication site specialist. (in short) i climbed and built t.v., radio,and cell phone towers. but became a liability and was let go, and was told i needed to file for dis. thats been over three years ago, i cant do any manual labor. it breaks a man down when he cant do the things that makes him feel worthy,and selfesteem gone. i cant get the i help i need cs i have no insurance. so im screwed. people who really need help end up dying b4 they get any relief. im tired of living broke in pain and watching my mother lose all she worked for cause she pays for everything im not suicidel by no means but i told a friend the other day that if this was what i had to go through the rest of my life in this kind pain and torment i hope one or the other happens soon jonathan taylor almaga small town shitsville thanks to everyone who read my message and is able to relate.