alright guys im going to need your help on this one. i've been masterbating ever since i can remember maybe since i was 7 no sh*t. i'm 17 now and im having a lot of issues my skin use to be normal and well smooth. i actually remember my ex gf in 8th grade saying wow its so smooth but that has all ended. we broke up at a bad time in my life so i rebeled by masterbating and smoking pot everday like crazy. i had two chances to have sex and couldnt get it up its so shameful and its only gotten worse. its like im addicted to jacking off even when i know its going to be the end of my life. now my the skin right below the head of my penis is severley stretched and wrinkled. it looks disgusting and the left side of the skin stretches on the head which isant normal at all. you can actually see all the scars and stretch marks and even when i have a erection its all cracked and no longer sensitive what so ever. i dont know what to do i feel im doomed for life i wash my penis in the shower and it only seems to make it worse when i have a erection you can see the white soap and how cracked it is. im terribly depressed about all this i mean who wouldnt be i use to have a normal penis and now ive abused it beyond repair. i sit here in my hotel everyday to scared to go and hang out with friends to partys because girls think im attractive and what would i do? all my friends have sex and sometimes i think they think im gay because they can tell how i evoide every situation that involves hanging or partying around girls. im so sad that ive thought several times of commiting suicide because why live if i cant even perform sex my family heritage goes back to germany to the 1800's im a shame to existence. i wont be able to carry on my family i am the abomination. please someone help me i beg of it how can i restore my penis back to when i was in 8th grade and this is a warning to all you wankers please dont let this happen to you i had everything now i have nothing.