Hello , I have changed my name to hide my identity .
I am 14 years old and I'm honestly scared to death . I don't know what caused me to do this, but i was with my boyfriend over the weekend and today is monday . I'm supposed to have my period between now and friday this week .
Over the weekend , my boyfriend and i had decided to try and put his penis inside of me... just to see if it would go in... it did but it was only for a short time on saturday(like a couple seconds) because it hurt me alot . We decided to try it on sunday too and it was in for longer but maybe not even a minute . He claimed to not have "cummed" or "pre-cummed" because when he took it out it was still hard and it was dry at the top .
I've been thinking about it and i'm afraid that i could be pregnant . I looked up symptoms to see if i was and it may be because im paranoid. I'm still growing ,too . The only symptom i've had so far was having a headache ... yet that still got me paranoid and it was when i was at the gym . I do get tired at the gym , i've always have . The only time i don't get tired when im on the machines is when someone that i don't like it nearby and that hasn't happened for a couple weeks . I'm not really tired , and i'd know if i was if i didn't wake up in the morning easily because i always do and yes i still do .
I don't want to tell my parents about this yet . I want to get a pregnancy test and i probably will this friday bc the place i go to has a pharmacy across the street . I really want to be told that i'm not pregnant and have that not be a lie . The only people that know this is my boyfriend and i . We are really scared and we don't know what to do . I think I'm getting my period either today or tomorrow just by how i feel and everything and thats how i usually feel before i get my period .
I don't know what came over me when i did this . All we EVER did before was just kiss .... And i want to know if you have a big increase of weight during the first couple days or conception . I don't remember the last time i weighed myself , i think it was 2 weeks ago but i was around 91 to 92 pounds and i didnt go to the gym except for one day last week and that was only for a half hour . Could it be because i didn't exercise ?. I'm 96 pounds now . Or it might be because im gaining muscle in my legs for lacrosse .
please help me out . Im desperate for an answer . Thank you for your help .
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