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My name is Alexandra, new to this community but in similar situation like everyone here. I will go to have my left half removed on 7th dec, have 2 children, youngest is 8mo. I hate the fact that mine nodule FNA was inconclusive, indeterminate, but suspicious and so having the half removed. Only after surgery they will give me result of biopsy. How is everything going with you and the children? I am upset also that I will have to interrupt breastfeeding. Hope you are ok
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Hi Leigh#
It sounds like I was in a similar situation as you. Normal TSH but large nodules suspicious for ptc. I am only a week out of surgery so I cannot speak to the weight gain. Presurgery I was battling extreme fatigue and pain. However, even feeling the post surgery pain (sore throat, incision sight pain, etc) I feel better than I’ve felt in years. Walking to the bathroom was sometimes a struggle but this morning I went for a hike. I’m worried this is temporary and I am getting ahead of myself but I feel much more able to care for myself than I did before which I imagine will help with weight gain, depression, etc. I was very petite 110 lbs and over several years of persistent symptoms I have gained 100lbs and have not, despite rigorous diet and exercise, been able to loose more than 10-15 lbs. That was devestating for me but even if I gain more weight post surgery, that’s ok if the way I am feeling is the new norm. I am sympathetic to anyone who has gained weight. I went from running marathons and competitive rock climbing and in less than a year barely able to walk a mile. I spent a lot of time thinking there was a fix and realized that wasn’t going to happen. Weight and body image is very important to my family, gaining that weight was devestating and lead to a suicide attempt. I almost gave up getting a PhD because I thought I was too fat. What I have learned over the years is not to accept my weight but to accept that there is more to me than what I see on a scale. I say this because, even if you do gain weight, don’t let that be your end or even a setback. Just keep going, you don’t have to accept that the weight is permenant but it is much easier to learn how to move with it. I gave up so many of my loved activities because I thought I was too fat, and the extra weight made them awkward (yoga, rock climbing, etc.) I don’t do those things the same now but I still do something that gives me the same feelings I replaced running with biking, rock climbing with hiking, yoga with machine Pilates, skiing for snow shoeing, I even replaced swimming with watching my dog dock diving. The mistake I made years ago was that I valued myself by my weight and punished myself for not looking the way I did/should. It’s impossible not to have those thoughts, but my advice, is keep moving. Substitute and replace. I think It’s ok to mourn your body image but be ok with the little black dress becoming a floor length empire waist gown. It may never be the same as it was before you had your thyroid surgery but that doesn’t mean it can’t be great.
** I have not got biopsy results yet, almost wish I didn’t have to know, but I’m optimistic.** Hamsa!
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Ive just stumbled upon your post. I could have written your exact words right now. I am about to go through a total thyroidectomy and I am so down and concerned about my weight afterwards. Im so scared. Im so grateful you wrote a follow up. Thank you. Belinda
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