So, about a year and a half ago I started puberty and I got lots of pimples around the sides of my nose. It got so bad, and hurt so much I forced my mom to pop them, because if I tried I would stop myself because it hurt so much. Problem was, when she did, it blew up my nose and left a huge scab. Im not good with scabs, and at some point in the day im going to touch my nose at least once. When i do, i feel the scab, and when i feel the scab, i start scratching it off. It's basic instinct for me. This has been going on for a year and a half, and im sick of my mom telling me to stop, because I cant, and im sick of kids at school calling me a "acne spreading piece of sh*t nerd who needs to kill himself". So, how do I make it heal fast enough, or stop myself from scratching it in that time period? P.S. I have no self control so that won't work. Also if someone tells me to stop, ill just go to the bathroom and do it. And punishing me doesn't work either.