What did weed/cannabis do to me?

About a year ago I had weed for the first time because I had been having really bad headaches, and had been told by my boyfriend that it would make it better so I tried it.

Everything went really really slow but not just that, I couldn't tell where things were really, lost my perception kinda and I had to force my body to do things and well it was actually very traumatic.

Then I was all numb and couldn't feel anything really and tingly kind of and thought I was in a hospital dead and had to wake up or the life support would be turned off and I thought my boyfriend was calling the hospital so I guess I was hallucinating even thought it wasn't that kind of weed.

The slowness lasted for 3 hours but all other symptoms continued for a few months, I kept tripping out and had odd episodes of hypersensitivity all over my body. It was honestly the most traumatic time in my life

But I honestly don't understand why it happened???

Marijuana gives it early or late. For you it happened early. I smoked high quality marijuana for years thinking it was ok and than one day i started feeling extreme anxiety, panic, metal confusion like you described. Some people smoke weak marijuana and don´t get that but some people who already were hypersensitive can feel it after the first time with good or weak weed sometimes doesn´t matter. But everybody who masses with good joints everyday will get this one day while smoking or trying to quit. Problem is: substances in weed stay in the body for a long time and you are hypersensitive. So you smoked, had a panic an year ago and was feeling the intoxication for some weeks. That time residues of the drug was in your system. After 3 months was almost nothing of weed in your body. But you had tramatic episodes during this period so now try to think that you are not intoxicated anymore, try to think that you had panic because of intoxication, it happens to many people, and now you are not intoxicated anymore so try to clear your mind. Flowers that grew in your mind during the intoxication months ago smell like death. So take them out and plant new ones! They won´t smell like death.

That´s the way i think. Hope you feel better.