I relapsed on meth after 5 months clean and smoked for a whole night non stop. I then got a sinus infection and now it feels like I have pneumonia because I can’t take a deep breathe or even a regular breath without coughing. They think I have Covid but I know parts of my lungs crystallized and that’s why I can’t take a deep breath. I pray that’s what it is.
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You got to start to learn grit psychology and teach it to other users who are aware of their struggles there is a good Ted talk on grit but I can really relate loneliness and boredom is something that makes me use too i found modafinil 100mg and 20mg adderall 4x10mg Dexedrine a day has helped me stay away from the math honestly the modafinil seen to have a very strong antidepressant quality for me and I’ve done ketamine for depression I truest feel like modafinil has almost as good antidepressant quality for the opiates let me be honest if you have anyone who can take care of you for 2 weeks and stay away from them you will get through the brute worst of withdrawal u will have craving but you feel sick suboxone is a pharma scam people who take it are more likely to relapse from what I’ve seen and more likely to overdose plus you on it for 2 years taper down eventually your gonna have to stop and face withdrawals from suboxone so if u wanna save 2 years and save your health just take the sickness fight it with some grit and understand you nave made it and your in it for the long haul with the Willpower and grit you can cure addiction better than any 12 step program
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I’m also deep in it like you rn, and as of writing this i can tell you one thing. No matter what you do for fun, don’t surround yourself with the people who regularly do ice. Understand the blessing it is to have kids or a significant other in the first place. I’m 21, and I’ve already been in and out of jail. It doesn’t matter now how respectful I am, or how much I try to push the people around me to be the best they can be, drinking water, eating good foods, etc.
all that’s said back to me is how much water they’ve drank and they start incessantly crying
all that’s said back to me is how much water they’ve drank and they start incessantly crying
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Wow! We sound so similar, I realise this was a yr ago now so doubt you’ll see this, but I’m so curious as to how you are fairing now & if there’s been any positive or negative influences in creating a change in your situation & or behaviours?....
You sound so bright & I completely sympathise with your story.
It’s incredibly hard when you not only are surrounded by enablers but when also boredom is so apparent. Some would say just get another hobby or interest but it’s not about that at all...
I believe that is a major part of my problem too & whilst I have a lot going on & a continued thirst for life & something ‘bigger’ I continue to self sabotage with these vices out of pure boredom.
God knows what the answer is there but really interested if you’ve found anything that’s helped your situation?
Anyway wishing you all the best of luck in all future endeavours as well as on ur continued journey of self discovery!
You sound so bright & I completely sympathise with your story.
It’s incredibly hard when you not only are surrounded by enablers but when also boredom is so apparent. Some would say just get another hobby or interest but it’s not about that at all...
I believe that is a major part of my problem too & whilst I have a lot going on & a continued thirst for life & something ‘bigger’ I continue to self sabotage with these vices out of pure boredom.
God knows what the answer is there but really interested if you’ve found anything that’s helped your situation?
Anyway wishing you all the best of luck in all future endeavours as well as on ur continued journey of self discovery!
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I feel the same way... if you realize how toxic it can be, you need to use the least amount as possible to get the greatest effect from. This is why i swallow my meth, small doses go much further and feel better, like your body uses it most effeciently and disposes of the waste products best when its swallowed at a small dosage.... You got to take breaks too, make sure you sleep and drink water... If you take care of yourself you will experience much better highs... which is the ultimate goal of using meth; get the best high, with the least amount of damage to your person... NO IV meth! And while I really enjoy smoking out of a homemade meth bong (i make the best! with ice!) Its just such a wasteful and unhealthy way to consume the drug.... The Lungs really hate it after awhile, and i feel like it gets all over the teeth which can in turn hurt the enammel. Snorting is ok, better than smoking at least... Because with smoking you keep compulsively redosing, like youd be more tempted to smoke a hit at night time, and then you won't be able to sleep; all cause you wanted the rush.
essential other items for using with meth; benzos, sedatives, ashwagandha, valerian root, magnesium, iodine, hawthorne extract, vitamin Bs injectable....
Basically the purpose of the herbs, sedatives, vitamins, supplements, is to fuel your Central Nervous system, keep you calm. nerves calm, and non-manic... help you get rest.... and in turn you will experience BETTER, MORE HEALTHY HIGHS!!
essential other items for using with meth; benzos, sedatives, ashwagandha, valerian root, magnesium, iodine, hawthorne extract, vitamin Bs injectable....
Basically the purpose of the herbs, sedatives, vitamins, supplements, is to fuel your Central Nervous system, keep you calm. nerves calm, and non-manic... help you get rest.... and in turn you will experience BETTER, MORE HEALTHY HIGHS!!
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I think I smoked some bunk meth, and now my lungs feel coated. My breaths are short, and I'm having trouble breathing. I am worried about going to sleep. What are some tricks to help relieve this?
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