I am now a very happy mother of two and it would break my heart to ever think that they would want to end their life.I want to protect them and teach them not to hurt others.i had great friends but lacked confidence and found teenage years difficult.
Time passes and you grow stronger.I promise,That was about 20 yrs ago and i find it hard to remember how low u can be.Life is full of ups and downs but you have so much to live for.
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Hi, I have been through what you are facing now. Please just let me say to you, it will get better. I was once thirteen and had considered suicide, running away from home and many other such things. Please don’t commit suicide, you have people who love you, even if you don’t know it.
I love you, the world needs you, don’t waste your life. If you need further help, please call one of the phone numbers on the second link(as I don’t know where you live) or visit this website.
http://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/
http://ibpf.org/resource/list-international-suicide-hotlines
You are loved.
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im 13 and a girl i thought of just wanting to die my best friend committed suicide two of my grandpas died this year i want help
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I'm 13, I've tried to commit suicide before and nobody cared to be honest. I've been self harming for over a year, I also have had a recurring nightmare about suicide for 5 months. I suffer with depression and anxiety (self diagnosed) all I want to do is die, nobody cares and I'm done fighting with the black shadow that is always hovering beside me. I've had a therapist for 2 months but it's all bull sh*t. I can't speak to anyone, I don't know why the words just won't come out of my mouth. So there I've said it I'm done for good now.
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Sorry to hear your going through such a tough time all of this is a lot to try and deal with on your own.
Please don't give no doubt there are many people in your life that care and want the best for you they just might not know how to help you.
Seeing your therapist is great and even with you having difficulty talking about how your feeling and what is going on you have done the right thing by posting on here.
Try keeping a journal that your comfortable showing your therapist write down all the things you are going through and dealing with.
At the moment you find it hard to talk about it but writing it out for your therapist will slowly break down the barriers and gradually you will be able to talk openly about the things your are dealing with.
You have reached out continue to do that there is help out there Please don't give up.
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Heh....I get what you mean........I shut everybody out from me and I jut hate being by other people it's like.....one moment you're laughing to something funny then you just........feel sad all of a sudden like.......you lost someone but you never really did...... For you people out there I have a question......no reason in particular.....but....is it possible to have an over dosage from allergy pills.......like....will it.....kill you perhaps? Is it healthy to be thinking about that or not? I just wanted to know is all.........
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Sorry that your going through such a difficult time.
You most certainly do deserve to live and you don't have to deal with these things on your own.
There are options to get help even if you feel that talking to your family is not an option.
If your school has a counselor you could start with meeting with them.
You could ask about seeing your family doctor or call your doctor on your own your doctor can refer you to a therapist since your 13 your family would be told but hearing what your going through from a doctor is maybe what they need.
Most countries have kids help phones or online support services for young people that are struggling with feelings like you have.
Your right it is not your hormones that have you feeling like this there is no instant solution but there is help available and you don't have to deal with this on your own.
When things are bad you can go to your local hospital or call emergency services.
Look online for mental health services available in the city you live in.
There are crisis lines and services that will help you.
There is help for you and you deserve to get the help you need.
Please don't give up you reached out on here and that was a big step and the right thing to do.
Look at this as your first step towards your recovery.
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It is normal to have some unsettling thoughts at your age most likely you are going through puberty and the hormones associated with that can really affect your moods and thoughts.
It's great you have never really wanted to do anything to hurt yourself so anytime you have these thought do your best to quickly dismiss them.
There is a lot going on at your age and sometimes it can feel a little overwhelming with school, changes going on with your body and discovering relationships sexuality are all part of growing and developing.
When you have these thoughts try to not focus on them most likely it is just something that has kinda triggered them maybe hearing someone else or seeing something online.
At anytime if things get worse than you should look into trying to figure out what is triggering these thoughts.
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before today plus today ive been so depressed and hurt i'm tired of all the pain and feeling like i cant hold anything in anymore it just a everyday thing im so tired and just want to be numb but ever body wants me too be happy when i know i just cant be please get back too me as soon as possible thank you.
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