i am 20 years old. I started smoking when i was 15 at random occasions and everyday since i was 16 1/2. so many times have occured where i promise myself that it is the last time i am going to smoke, and once again i am at that spot. as a matter of fact, i promise almost everyday to my single parent mother and myself and brother that i am going to stop. my veins in my body hurt including my brain stem, i feel like ambers are in my body from inhaling so much reefer. i just want to stop smoking, i need helpful advice asap!

i have outlets such as daily strenuous excercise and school work which can have alot of improvement if i put the weed down

i realized one of the main highs of my life comes from the moment i am going to go GEt the weed or get the connection or realize that i am about to smoke, and i would like to know why this is. i am tired of getting high