Am I a sociopath? I've been doing some research but not much. I have noticed some very similar traits with me and was curious. I'm not scared if I am and could care less if I am or not honestly. But I tend to used people to my benefit and don't really feel bad if they get hurt in the process. The only time I'm alarmed is when I feel as though it could hurt me. 

In fact I have a younger sibling who is three. Sometimes when I would get bored I would hurt him. He would scream but I didn't care, after a while my parents had sent me to live with a foster family until I was "better". I still hurt people and get pleasure from it.

Alot of times I'll use people so I can benefit from them. It's like wearing a mask saying I love you but on the inside I just want something from you and don't really love you. I lie to people too, I lied to my Foster dad one time that had done something good and he paid me for it but really he was stupid and believed me. I lie alot but I still don't care.

I've been this way for as long as I remember. But then my sociologist found out my past he thinks that's why I'm like this. He isn't entirely sure yet either. When I was born I was born into a home with one parent. My mom was on drugs and didn't seem to love me. She neglected me and I always had to find my own food. Rachel, my real mom, had this boy friend who used to beat me when ever he was drunk although he was an alcoholic. Eventually the cops came and took me away to a new family. I was then sent away for murdering the pet hamster. Family after family.

Although I don't care. I feel nothing for anyone of these people. I don't think it'sconsidered "normal". If you know anything on this please write a comment because I'm curious and this could potentially help me in the future.