I am 17 and nothing in my life is going right.. Im going to be a senior this year and i have no car and i know i will be made fun of at school. My parents are just getting by paying the bills we have no extra. All the girls in my life just lie and lie and i cant take it any more. I put on this mask that i am ok to all my friends when really all I think of is i dont wana be on earth. I was born not breathing and pronounced dead my dad prayed and i came alive and somedays i regret that because if I stayed dead id be in heaven and now if I take my life i will go to hell. My family has been up and down with money so i get excited when they say were guna get all this money and never do and i look like an id**t cause i tell my friends im getting my dream car. this has been my liffe for all highschool. I have no money for an xbox or anything like that all my friends have the motocross bikes and what not that i love more then them and i know more about then them and they all buy what i want cause they can and i watch.. Im sick of life and acting like im happy when i just wana go away... I am a good looking kid ya know born with six pak played football whatever. i dont care anymore if u look good u just get the snobby girls who lie[/img]
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I suggest you talk to your school psychologist about your depression. Regular physical exercise can divert your energy in positive ways. Join a hobby group like chess or scribble club for social support so that you won't feel so alone. It is perfectly alright not to have a car when you are 17. If rich girls look down on you, why not find a poor girl for a girlfriend and get some sexual and emotional release. A poor girl can be just as sexy as a rich one. Please join us at our "small talks" forum whenever you feel lonesome. You will meet a lot of friends here.
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Hi Pow,
I agree with hoseclamps. Please talk to someone about your depression. It really does help you understand yourself and you can tell them anything. Give it a try.
As to not having money, the car, or the xbox. These are really just material things. There is more to life and love than having these things. Money does not buy happiness, really. I know it's a cliche, but it is true. As you get a little older you'll realize, but I think you already have, that the good looking girls can be snobs.
On another note, do you have a job? It'll keep you busy, help you meet people, and maybe get that car that you want.
Keep us posted. We're here to help.
I agree with hoseclamps. Please talk to someone about your depression. It really does help you understand yourself and you can tell them anything. Give it a try.
As to not having money, the car, or the xbox. These are really just material things. There is more to life and love than having these things. Money does not buy happiness, really. I know it's a cliche, but it is true. As you get a little older you'll realize, but I think you already have, that the good looking girls can be snobs.
On another note, do you have a job? It'll keep you busy, help you meet people, and maybe get that car that you want.
Keep us posted. We're here to help.
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