This is my life story shortened.. My parents put me on antidepresents when I was 11 years old. I started smoking weed when I was 12-13 years old. Smoked everyday no side effects from the high, woke up the next day feeling refreshed and ready to go. From 13 years old to 17 years old I smoked everyday multiple times a day. I had instences were I had to stop smoking for long periods of time (probation) then got right back into smoking everyday no problem, wake up in the morning happy and refreshed even with the long break from smoking. At 18 years old I started to realize I was on a antidepressant and came to the grip that no one I knew was on them and I was different. So, I decided to try and get off of the pills and smoke weed without antidepresents. I was on Zoloft (13-18) years old hevely smoking weed daylie and started to ween down on the pills. Man, did I go through hell.. I could not smoke anymore, I would smoke freake out and then wake up the next day all dizzy and full of anxiety. So I stopped smoking weed for a year through trying diff meds. I finally decided to go cold turkey from Wellbutrin 7 days ago. I have had slip ups with smoking through the proses of trying to get off one pill and stabilize on another and when I did smoke the next day was just panic and anxiety, dizzy and over thinking. Now that I am 7 days off the pills I am fighting the withdrawals cuz I know it's from the meds and they have not been bad. I smoked last night (Sunday) and woke up this morning dizzy and full of panic. What I am asking is, am I done smoking weed cuz I messed my mind up and brain chemicals up so bad from the long term antidepressant use and weed smoking at the same time? Or am I just making myself freak out cuz I realized I was on an antidepressant..? Please respond with any and all ideas and options. Thank you.