>;) I am in my third month of recovery and I have become very depressed. I have lost faith in my doctor she is no longer listening to me and I feel lost and unsure of when it will all stop and I will return to my normal happy self or if I ever will. I am also very angry because I can't seem to find out any information on others that have had an abnormal hysterectomy. I delivered my child non c-section and still do not understand why I had to have a c-section hysterectomy. I still have pain in the area of the stitches and I am being told I shouldn't.