cocaine causing paranoia?

Meant to say damn. Lol

I had my last night of cocaine usage last night following the most horrific and distributing paranoia I have ever experienced.
I was convinced someone was in my flat and hiding in the roof space. I ended up walking around the flat dozens of times checking doors and locks praying that I could just go to sleep which j could not do. Night then became day. I was light in bed with eyes like golf balls with a baseball bat ready to back to f**k out of the imaginary intruder.
I have had paranoia many many times before but none so terrifying as last night's. At one point whilst lying in bed with the baseball bat I was certain I could hear the intruder defending from the roof space hatch and walking around my flat ready to break down my bedroom door and attack me. My heart rate and anxiety levels were off the scale!
I never ever want to come even close to that level of petrification again, ever!!
Good riddance to it!

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I had my last night of cocaine usage last night following the most horrific and disturbing paranoia I have ever experienced.
I was convinced someone was in my flat and hiding in the roof space. I ended up walking around the flat dozens of times checking doors and locks praying that I could just go to sleep which j could not do. Night then became day. I was laying in bed with eyes like golf balls with a baseball bat ready to bat to f**k out of the imaginary intruder.
I've had paranoia many times before but none so terrifying as last night's. At one point whilst laying in bed i was certain I could hear the intruder decending from the roof space hatch and walking around my flat ready to break down my bedroom door and attack me. My heart rate and anxiety levels were off the scale!
I never ever want to come even close to that level of petrification again, ever!!
Good riddance to it!

Dude me n u r the same lol

I started doing cocaine 12 years ago. 33 y.o now and at first it was amazing! of course. But, within the past year I have been experiencing extreme hallucinations of 4-6 "ninja people" entering my house, climbing up on my roof, and monitoring me from across the street atop the neighbors house. They would hide behind the A/C unit when I would look directly at them. I would see demons slip under the covers with my wife and I would watch her lift her legs as to allow them better access. She would be furious when I would tear the cover back which lead me to believed she was enjoying whatever the demons were doing to her. The demons have assaulted me, throwing me on the floor and kicking me. chased me down the street and caused me to punch through someone's front window begging for help. The stories could go on and on. I guess what I'm trying to say is, Cocaine is the Devil. Now I cant even do one line without the hallucinations kicking in...I know this ,because I have been dumb enough to test it. that's how evil and deceitful cocaine is. I believe once the hallucinations have started to take hold, you can never go back. if you are able to do coke and have a good time still, quit while youre ahead. Its only a matter of time before the shadows start playing tricks on you, or worse.

Wow i have the same trip with my wife i think shes doing signlanguage to a person in the house than i accuse her of cheating and the next morning feel like a dumbass

My boyfriend/fiance of 6 years started using coke. I didn't know why his personality was suddenly changing so drastically. He swore he wasn't using any drugs, but he started getting worse. I went so far to think he had a brain tumor! After a couple of nightmare months he said I was going to see a big change, (I was ready to break it off with him at that point). I think he really did try to stop and save himself and us. A couple of months later he started using the coke, again. This time I knew he was doing it, but I was so naive about coke. Then within 2 months we broke up. His paranoia and delusions became so severe. He saw the shadow people in the backyard trying to rip him off. His phone was being "tapped". Someone was "tapping" into his bank account and taking all of his money. Then he couldn't stop the thoughts about me in his head. I watched him cry and suffer saying that it was going to ruin us, and that he loved me so much and didn't want to lose me. A wonderful, sweet, kind and loving man to me and all, and a wonderful father to his two kids, (from another). He did lose me, but he also lost his mind. To him and his paranoia, I became the one that was tapping into his phone and bank acct. I cant even post all of the other horrific things said and done to me from his paranoia and delusions he aimed at me. It came on very fast, and was extremely frightening and shocking. Of course I tried to help him, but he was over the edge and my safety/life became an issue. He went from 100% sweet man to 100% demonic. His personality did a total 180 flip. I know we both were very much in love with each other, then literally overnight he did the 180. In his mind I am out to get him. But in fact I am the one that had to get a restraining order from the courts on him. He lost his mind last Dec. And its very sad, he is still using, staying with a 450 lb, (no offence to any large people) horribly ugly and mean woman from the inside and out, (whom we only knew somewhat as a friend of a friend, and he could not stand her at all) and he is now known by many in our area as the "paranoid, tweeker in the corner house". I don't know if he will ever get better. But most think he would need a forced recovery, (jail time) in order to get better and back to reality. I can only pray for that. Just don't ever use coke. It's so not worth ending up out of your mind, losing all that means so much to you. You are only playing Russian roulette with your life/mind every time you choose to do coke or any drug. I know its easier said then done. Just stay away from any place or people that can tempt you with it.

My boyfriend/fiance of 6 years started using coke. I didn't know why his personality was suddenly changing so drastically. He swore he wasn't using any drugs, but he started getting worse. I went so far to think he had a brain tumor! After a couple of nightmare months he said I was going to see a big change, (I was ready to break it off with him at that point). I think he really did try to stop and save himself and us. A couple of months later he started using the coke, again. This time I knew he was doing it, but I was so naive about coke. Then within 2 months we broke up. His paranoia and delusions became so severe. He saw the shadow people in the backyard trying to rip him off. His phone was being "tapped". Someone was "tapping" into his bank account and taking all of his money. Then he couldn't stop the thoughts about me in his head. I watched him cry and suffer saying that it was going to ruin us, and that he loved me so much and didn't want to lose me. A wonderful, sweet, kind and loving man to me and all, and a wonderful father to his two kids, (from another). He did lose me, but he also lost his mind. To him and his paranoia, I became the one that was tapping into his phone and bank acct. I cant even post all of the other horrific things said and done to me from his paranoia and delusions he aimed at me. It came on very fast, and was extremely frightening and shocking. Of course I tried to help him, but he was over the edge and my safety/life became an issue. He went from 100% sweet man to 100% demonic. His personality did a total 180 flip. I know we both were very much in love with each other, then literally overnight he did the 180. In his mind I am out to get him. But in fact I am the one that had to get a restraining order from the courts on him. He lost his mind last Dec. And its very sad, he is still using, staying with a 450 lb, (no offence to any large people) horribly ugly and mean woman from the inside and out, (whom we only knew somewhat as a friend of a friend, and he could not stand her at all) and he is now known by many in our area as the "paranoid, tweeker in the corner house". I don't know if he will ever get better. But most think he would need a forced recovery, (jail time) in order to get better and back to reality. I can only pray for that. Just don't ever use coke. It's so not worth ending up out of your mind, losing all that means so much to you. You are only playing Russian roulette with your life/mind every time you choose to do coke or any drug. I know its easier said then done. Just stay away from any place or people that can tempt you with it.

Pray will pay

Mate exactly the same I've abused the stuff last 3 years I literally do it on my own now it's got that bad curtain twitching constantly thinking helicopters are every where really really bad man

Glad it's not just me exactly same

Try to stay sober for a few days and you will feel better and stronger. Alcohol and cocaine is a depressant. After that try some exercise and the endorphins released from the exercise will really help. Drink lots of water and have plenty veg and vitamins. You could be as good as new in no time. But if you start taking cocaine and alcohol again it will come back and you will need to start over again. This helps for me. Good luck.

Cut up coke makes you feel that way.near pure sh*t doesn't get you like that.

It amazes me how similar the description of the paranoid episodes are. I, myself, have now given up on cocaine... well, it's not so much I have given up with IT, more IT has given up on me. The moment I do a line, I immediately start to go inside myself. If I am at home I start to look out the windows, listen out for sirens, think the police are coming etc etc. I tip toe around my home just in case people hear me walking around and 'find me out'. It's pathetic behaviour. Think about this too... we pay for it!!!

Any ideas what it is in the cut that makes one paranoid?