my dad is in prison because of this med if you know anyone who will help him please contact me
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When we got home she took her meds and gradually became fine, until the election started. Then she became a monster and stayed the same to this day. Until I saw these posts I was all ready to proceed with divorce proceedings. I'm hoping that once I show her these posts she'll agree to switch her meds.Wish me luck.
Years ago, after taking Cymbalta, I had a complete personality change. I became agitated, angry, selfish, confrontational and the list goes on. Basically, everything I did and thought revolved around my wants, wishes no matter how awful I treated everyone around me. Within a year of taking Cymbalta, I had changed jobs twice, had an affair and divorced my husband (I dearly loved him - we had been together for over 20 years). I married again within 6 months and became involved in some awful, ugly things that I cannot discuss here and pray that I can forget and forgive myself for some day. I divorced #2 after less than 2 years. Please know that before Cymbalta, my life was totally different; I was married to the love of my life, had a lovely home, wonderful job, enjoyed traveling and time with family. We were involved in church, did not drink or do drugs, went to the gym 3 times a week, mountain biked on the weekends, etc. Funny thing is, I didn’t realize that Cymbalta had contributed to these life changes until last summer. After I remarried (#3) 13 years ago, for whatever reason, changed to a different antidepressant. My life became calmer and settled, more like the “old me”. Last summer, however, I decided to try Cymbalta again and after taking it for a month or two, began having feelings toward my husband and others that were identical to those I had experienced years ago. It was then I realized that it was the drug making me feel this way. Of course, I stopped taking it immediately.
I’m not claiming that the drug controlled me or made me act the way I did during those years. I could have made better choices, however, I do know that while taking Cymbalta, my mind was different (does that make sense?). My way of thinking and looking at things was in complete opposition to the way I had lived and acted my whole life before.
I have thought about taking this further, maybe to the drug company as I’ve wondered how many other people have been affected in this way. This is the reason I’m investigating change in personality with Cymbalta. I am very concerned, upset and downright mad to see that so many other folks are having similar experiences and negative life changes while on this drug. Not really sure what to do at this point. I’m very sorry to know that you and so many others have suffered due to this drug.
I have been on Cymbalta for a couple months and I GUARANTEE YOU this rage thing is no joke...I had anger problems before the Cymbalta for multiple reasons but this isnt in the same ballpark
Imagine being so homicidal and suicidal at the same time that you dont kill yourself because you prefer to live and fantasize about murdering
Oddly I never physically act on any of the urges I have (punch, push, kick, slap, stab, whatever)
I just fly into a rage so quickly and throw things or break things or yell REALLY REALLY loudly
My girlfriend is so irritated by me and my doctors wont prescribe anything to deal with it
You wouldnt believe how small the things are that i fight over...if i get interrupted while talking, if i dont sleep enough (btw i average 2-3 hours per night), the temperature is too hot by 2 degrees
If everything isnt my way I flip out and dont care in the slightest about anybody else
My serotonin is off the charts, my dopamine is as low as it could possibly be (anhedonia) my hormones are so out of wack and up and down and all that
I am functional around other people for 5 hours out of each day...the other hours im either too high, too annoying, too angry, too everything
I seriously wouldnt care if everyone in my family died except for my kid
What also makes it rough is i have to lie to everyone about why im so terrible including my doctors so nobody will tell me to stop taking it...
Even writing this gave me the idea to try to trick my doctor into giving me more.
Ive never been addicted to anything in my life but i would punch babies daily to get more Cymbalta
So yay for me i dont have pain anymore and my depression and anxiety are gone and i actually am considering working again for the first time in 13 years
It's a wonder drug in so many ways because it takes everything bad away from you
But it also takes everything about you that was good.