Feeling depressed, taking extasy for 2 years

Hi slimshady, your way too young to have taken ectasy that many times. Did you know each time you use it that it actually stunts your ability to get aroused? I'm not talking about some poor growable back brain cells you could care less about, but actual arousal will become permanently messed up the more you take it. So stop taking it and if you can't do it on your own, than get a hold of dependency crisis lines and they will help you out with the immediate issues. Also everytime you take it, you will come down into a depression and the only thing to do really is ride it through. The depression will pass! There is a support system for this problem and if you don't like that type of help than just try quitting on your own. I've never taken the stuff but I do care about someone who has in the past. Mushrooms will give you a mellow out high and really its a mood swing enhancer, as well as mariuana. Its not a depressant, so you maybe going to it to help with the problem of getting that feeling you were getting on the ectasy. I have been very surprised about how ignorant the average MD is on this subject. Sometimes your body knows what it needs or you see something that helps and so your unknowingly trying to substitute for it. Maybe and people will cruicify me for givng this advice, use marijuana as a crutch for several days while you come off and quit the ectasy. So the biggest problem is you need something to help not take so much stuff, maybe a hobby that doesn't involved a high unless its an adrenaline high. Hope that helps!

Slimshady

I'M A MOM AND IT ACHES SO BAD TO READ SUCH PITIFUL STORIES LIKE YOURS. I DONT KNOW WHY YOU BEGAN THIS BAD HABIT BUT THERE MUST BE A NUMBER OF REASONS. WHAT EVER THEY ARE, I WOULD CONGRATULATE YOU FOR ADMITTING HAVING A SERIOUS ADDICTION PROBLEM,ITS A FIRST STEP AND YOU NEED A PUSH TO THE RIGHT DIRECTION.I MUST WARN YOU THOUGH THAT YOU MUST BE STRONG WILLED TO OVERCOME THIS ADDICTION GETTING HOOKED IS EASY BUT GETTING OFF NEEDS HARDWORK.
YOU MAY NEED A REHABILITATION PROGRAM TO HELP YOU THROUGH. I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOUR CONVICTIONS , BUT I WOULD PROPOSE THAT YOU PRAY HARD TO RID OFF THIS IS A DEMONIC HOLD AS IT WOULD NEED MEDICATION AS WELL AS THE SPIRITUAL POWER OF GOD.

I WILL TALK TO MY PRAYER GROUP . WE WILL PRAY FOR YOU. YOU ARE THE THE FUTURE OF TOMORROW. WE LOVE YOU AND WE WILL DO ANYTHING TO HELP YOU GET RID OF THIS.

KEEP UP THE FAITH, PLEASE PRAY EVERYDAY ,GOD NEVER FAILS!


LOVE YOUR COURAGE

NTOMBIRAD

my boyfriend kicked his x habit cold turkey and had gran mal seizures from it.....he fought depression and a "tingling" sensation in his extremeties, he was using heavily for over six months, sometimes ten pills a day sometimes more. He went from someone who took two showers a day to someone who took two showers a week when I reminded him he hadn't had one. He sat on the couch and played video games and let life pass him by. This is no kind of life for anyone, especially someone so young! Please get help. excasty does horrible things to your body and brain, the sooner you stop using the sooner your body and mind can begin to repair itself

What you said is very moving on your post about addiction, but I've realized that people use their faith and peoples desperation to convert them when at their darkes hours. I'm not with your faith and do not believe in god such as your faith. I think it sad that people keep throwing out their garbage in the name of something that doesn't exist the way you put it. Yes, I'll attack ones faith when it always comes to trying to convert instead of actually giving a flying f@##@.

sorry slimshaddy but here is an example of why i'm so upset. Your needing help and I tell you ok your at a bad time. Obviously, well here is the entrapment part of conversion, its because you need faith that your in the predicament your in. Oh yes it is. I will tell you what you need to do in order to better it. See your body is made up of all this special activity, its called individual lives that all make up a body. Your body, and its a balancing out to keep in working properly. Well if you get into chemistry and physics you will find out that everything is in motion of individual matters and this breakdown of energy. Yeah you could pretty much see in the grand picture a body that our universe consists of. Well anyways if you want look at it is we are not just all connected but everything is connected, with the ying and yang and everything inbetween. You just got to take hold and sometimes you need help. But it doesn't have to be with this acceptance of a supreme being or god. If there is one, we consists of it and than its inside a body and environment too, so there would be many gods. So just think of yourself as a special god and treat yourself as a responsible being responsible for all that life you carry inside. Did you know that animals bodies will continue to have a build in survival mechanism even after death?

You should make new friends, and try to talk with them casually, doing same work daily is one of the cause of depression, going out for fun with friends playing games can remove Body and mind stress, try to participate in your favorite activities.

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