I have been sexually active for about a year now but my boyfriend has never ejaculated in me. It was the 17 of May and he just did it. at first i didnt think any of it because all of my friends were sexually active and their boyfriends had ejaculated inside them more than once. As u all must have figured out by now that i fell pregnant and on the 26 of june i had an abortion, i still cant understand what made me such a monster, but then i had to choose between my mum n my baby. Now that i'm typing this out it just occured to me that my mum chose me over everybody but i couldnt do the same for my baby. At that time it seemed like the best option, but i every single day of my life i live with regret and hatred for myself. i would have been 3 months and showing now. i plan on marrying the guy im with and the first thing im going to do is try for a baby. is it possible?? ive been told that if you have more than one abortion the risk is higher but its killing me inside to know that i may not be able to have a baby