Guys how would you reply ?

I now understand the mistake ive made and how your feelings were not considered..i cant believe what ive done to you when you've been nothn but good to me and you deserve the best.. Im srry for not trusting in you and believeing in you that you would love me reguardless and to be open to you.. Im sorry I let it get this far and let you fall so deep.. I see why you said you wish you never loved me so much because honestly who wants to go through this I know your hurting more then me and I know you just want to forget it all and just be truely happy again.. Im not going to ask you to forgive me or give me another chance cuhz I know I dont deseeve that and if so its a 1 in a million chance but anyways I want you to know that my love for you is real still is and nothing can change that I love everything about you and I love you as the great man you are. You dont have to reply and im not expecting a day, week, or few weeks just talk to me whenever your ready.