Oh my goodness. I've taken tramadol and I even used to shoot meth. I quit both cold turkey and never had a withdrawal symptom one. I'm currently trying to quit loritabs and I'm struggling hard. Tried to quit cold turkey and found that I can't do it. I'm tappering down slowly. The shakes, the skin crawling, the not being able to sleep, not comfortable anywhere, the cold sweats, the pain in my back, neck, and joints. It was killing me literally. I at least have my husband here supporting me though. Thinking about checking into a 12 and 12 tomorrow. I can't have this anywhere on my record or history as I am going to RN school and sure this would not look good on my record.
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Oh my goodness. I've taken tramadol and I even used to shoot meth. I quit both cold turkey and never had a withdrawal symptom one. I'm currently trying to quit loritabs and I'm struggling hard. Tried to quit cold turkey and found that I can't do it. I'm tappering down slowly. The shakes, the skin crawling, the not being able to sleep, not comfortable anywhere, the cold sweats, the pain in my back, neck, and joints. It was killing me literally. I at least have my husband here supporting me though. Thinking about checking into a 12 and 12 tomorrow. I can't have this anywhere on my record or history as I am going to RN school and sure this would not look good on my record.
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Gorgia I want to run!!!!!!! I quit subs. I tried to quit benzos and will slower my taper due to went nuts today not in a bad way, but now idk this also anniversary of when my bf disappeared and then found 20th dead. I want dope to be honest. I don't know i know not answer but i just want to numb this now only for a lil, haha if only it worked like that. Pleas alot of other c**p goin on to and idk what to do I hate subs and dnt feel taking is good idea yet I want dope or thirties.
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I want to make clear it isn't just cause how much he influences my March idt. I think i need relief from every other stress and pain in my life now if only for a few hours........want to cosign my bs??? Advice or your music or a story from you might hlp. i have so much other stuff to tell you bout jus wierd signs. I'll get into it another time when i don't feel so dwn. I think of you and your loved ones daily!!!!
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I want to make clear it isn't just cause how much he influences my March idt. I think i need relief from every other stress and pain in my life now if only for a few hours........want to cosign my bs??? Advice or your music or a story from you might hlp. i have so much other stuff to tell you bout jus wierd signs. I'll get into it another time when i don't feel so dwn. I think of you and your loved ones daily!!!!
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Remember we are all on the same train, on the same journey, and we all have baggage, just some folks know how to pack better than others! (this means I'm not alright, your not alright, but that's alright, because neither is anyone else!)
Youtube Sweet Disposition
A moment of love, a dream a laugh...a kiss, a cry, I'm right, I'm wrong.
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I made it I feel better!!!!! Thank you for always being here for me!!!! I was at a store and the man behind the counter said almost that same thing to me and i had chills and knew it was weird. All I could think about was your story!!! He looked at me and was talking to me about the cost of fun, then said you have evil in you and so do I. Everyone does it's just different. Georgia Oh man you are so great!!!! I fought that sh*t so hard last night soooo hard but I won this time!!!!!! How is work? And down there? Bout to listen to your song.Sure i will be back in a lil. love to all!!!!
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That song hit me hard.....thank you!!! I was so busy taking care of my Mom it was a distraction. Like as soon as she could drive which was just the other day I really didn't need to take care of EVERYTHING anymore, and my mind went back to somewhere dark I mean I wanted dope wtf!!! I'm just so relieved I didn't touch anything not even the subs. I was up all night just straight fighting that urge, but I did sleep a few hours, and woke up happy to have gotten thru it. Good thing got rid of all numbers....we all know that wouldn't have stopped me had I acted on that urge, but helped alot. It's scary last night if I used I might never have come back.........I really can't thank you enough Georgia!!!! My mother asks how's Georgia, and did you tell Georgia this or that that I def didn't cause just didn't come on here whole time was taking care of her. It's funny you have played such a huge role in my sobriety so much!!!!!!!!!!!
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"It's always the darkest before dawn"!!!!!! I was just reading back.... wow!!! I got hit Soooooo bad by storm lost power for like 72 hours no cigs Owen almost froze!!! It was f*****g illegal like 500 $$ and @ days in jail to drive. It was not fun. It was that first one well that hit the NE.
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very inspirational motivator there evoduality...one thing if i may add not to do during withdrawl is topical pain relieving gels...omgsh so cold making your major organ, your skin, literally miserable to be in!...i took my frustrations out on cleaning up my yard irregardless of how shitty i felt and my muscles reacted horribly the next day, but during the time it was truly an inspiring workout with major adrenaline rushes...now this morning paying for it, but the caffeine works wonders and lots of it, but the topical c**p i'm telling you stay away from it or you'll be wrapped up in sweats in the middle of summer freezing your ass off...okay i know not much help just some dont dos I found out about the hard way good luck everyone...i'm on week 3 totally off my oxys by the way and still feeling tired as hell with no energy but def. feeling some day will be different ah, hopefully! lol
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I want to let other people who are suffering miserably with opiate addiction or wirthdrawl symptoms know that there is a secret weapon to being comfortable-even happy!!! I was addicted to opiates because of an injury and thought my life could not go on without using painkillers. I desperately wanted to get pregnant again so I HAD to get off them, regardless of my pain. I was really scared to start the detox process because of what I have read regarding the symptoms when a person is detoxing. I was scared out of my mind to do it and tried a million times to stop taking pills but with no success. I felt hopeless and worthless.
THEN I read a post from some forum about the product called KRATOM. It is all natural and can be found at a health shop or head shop. GO GET IT NOW IF YOU ARE SUFFERING AND SCARED OF THE WITHDRAWL SYMPTOMS. It literally saved my life and I am now opiate free for 8 days now and happy as ever!! My first day of detox was miserable. I was in bed curled up crying and had diarrhea so bad. Then I read about the Kratom. I bought it that day and felt amazing. NO CRAVINGS OR SYMPTOMS. The next day I was swimming laps at the YMCA!!! That was it- no more symptoms and I am sober and counting!!!
I wish I would have known about Kratom long ago so I could have stopped sooner. It comes in different kinds but I really like Maeng Da and Red Thai Vein the best. The Maeng Da gives me energy, happiness, hope. IT IS A MIRACLE PLANT. It comes in a powder and I put it in pudding. My eyes have never been clearer and I am actually laughing now at little things because the grip of opiates is ...........gone. You can do it too! If I can, anyone can-life is so much sweeter when the devil is out of my body.
KRATOM!!!!!
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Georgia, how are you?? How is work?? I hope you and your loved ones are good!!! I'm a little worried hope your back pain got better....
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Hello all,
I have to start by saying that I've felt your pain. Literally.
My heroin addiction resulted from an Oxycontin addiction which resulted from a hydro/oxy codone addiction... which resulted from ...(fill in a good excuse). The bottom line is that they all make us feel better, and for most of us (I'm making a huge assumption) the "feeling better" is more of a mental relief than a physical one. I have a huge tolerance for pain, but the euphoric sense of everything being alright is what got me hooked. Having said that, I know we all have our own paths that have led to where we are. Each situation is different, but at the end of the day... when it has been decided (on our own, or for us) that it's time to quit opiates, I have found something that REALLY helped. I'm sharing this because it worked for me. If you are as bad off as I was, you are probably still trying to figure out a way to score... something. Anything. Well, try this first...
Ranitidine and Loperamide HCI taken together will offset the bodies physical craving. I would dare say - as well, if not better than Suboxume. Rantidine is the active ingredient in Zantac (for heart burn). Loperamide HCl is the active ingredient in Imodium AD (anti-diarrhea). NEVER buy the name brand. Save the money and get the generic. The active ingredient is all that matters.
Loperamide HCl is an opiate. It is available over the counter because it isn't able to cross the blood-brain-barrier, hence it produces no "high". However, that can be overcome with ranitidine. Something about the molecular combination of the two ingredients that makes the opiate in Loperamide HCl (Imodium) available to the chemistrry in the brain. It isn't going to get you high like you are craving, but it will provide TOTAL body relief and a very mild buzz.
I've taken 20 Loperamide HCl 2mg, and eight 150mg Ranitidine as a "standard get well" dose. Which, if you try this, you'll realize it's a lot of pills to eat. I chewed it up in two mouthfuls. Is this safe? f**k, I don't know. I'm not dead, and I certainly felt like death before I tried it. I'm sure that it is hard on the stomach, liver, intestines, and who knows what else... but it kept me from making worse choices... like getting more of whatever.
I'm not a doctor. I am a recovering addict.
This has worked for me.
The combination I described WILL take away the death syndrome feeling of opiate withdrawal. If you are reading this, then Google Loperamide HCl... it IS an opiate. I'm sure you'll find supporting evidence for all I've written if you dig deep enough.
And if you're reading this... then either life is sucking or it's about to start. Determination is the most important piece. I'm not sure how long the body can tolerate the combination I've suggested, and I'm not sure of the possible risks associated. All I know is that it worked for me.
I wish you all the best in what is certainly a horrible time for anyone. In closing, I'd like to mention that Zanax is a HUGE help if you can get it...
p.s. to anyone that is wanting to post outrage and disgust in response to what I've offered... f**k yourself. I'm sharing what I've learned. Right or wrong, it helped me.
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