Hey man. I totally feel you . I was just browsing these post for a quick remedy for this sh*t and couldn't find sh*t. but i just wanted to let you know that me and your stories are simaliar. I to was living the good life in florida and letting nothing stand in my way. Then at work one day hopped on a tab 10 and frikkin fell in love. 30mili oxy everday and roxies and f**k what ever i could get my hands on. Doing all these drugs I pawned all my stuff just to get up money to get these basterds. at 25 a pill. gets steep. But I want you to know i picked my ass up and moved me and my wife up to my dads in PA just to get away from them. lost it all . Now i have to man up and get my sh*t together. If this doesnt work.... then..... I don't know what will. Cold turkey here brotha. no help. night sweats and all. email me if you want to bs.
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Hey Rin, I was up to 180mgs a day for years and know how much I spent. Lost years of my prime time in life! Now I'm down to 2 halves a day and should jump off this weekend. I did the step down program and it's working. There is a lot of good tip's here that work.
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today my doctor told me i have liver diesase and im devestated but it he gave me a script to have a altra sound done smh i feel hurt confused and scared as hell cause idnt know how bad it is ikn nothing about liver dAMAGE or what should i expect my father died from soroses of the liver im scared with a addiction an liver damage
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well thanks for the replies it is all worse the 15 mg oxycodone and soma i took at the same time couldn't handle any more because every time I took it my pain for the next 45 mints jumped through the roof in my lower back and legs worst pain since back surgery. i may not said the first three days a week ago when i started oxycodone i took 15 mg and cut the other pill in half so it was 23.5. then that was the whole problem because days later the 15 mg caught up to me.
After the 1st 45 minutes in hell I had no pain just for maybe 3 hours at the most and then it all started again and i repeated the process 5 or 6 times a day so Tuesday night i stopped could turkey took went to sleep woke up next morning 10.5 hours later couldn't get to 12 hours took suboxone. Felt great from 9 30 AM to 12, then crappy at 12 took suboxone at 1230 430 and last one was at 830 PM. Since noon never felt right bad bad anxiety sat in a tub from 830 PM to 10 PM didn't care about baseball on TV took lorazapam at 9:15 and no better at 10 Pm so took one more then 30 seconds later threw up immediately it was dark black old blood and couldn't stop throwing up went to to ER.
Wednight night at ER they admit me in the morning still throwing up old blood and Thursday night did a scope while I was awake it was so painful the hospital kept me on suboxone but the GI gave me Fentanyl and Versed tat was at 7 PM Thurday night now I am scared because Nurse gave me suboxone at 3 Pm and then at 10 PM.
Scope was so painful because anthesoligst never should up now have to redue it tonight at 5 on liquid diet feel ok last dose of suboxone at 6 AM. I am so scared once they release me, because I have a family member buying suboxone because Insurance not covering it, does anyone know if MEDICAL covers it? I want to go to rehab once I am released but MY INSRURANCE PLAN SUCKS Inland EMpire Heath plan they say they are sending my request to go to rehab to another department, they don't know what the heck they are doing.
Maybe I once released from Hsopital well be able to taper of suboxone taking 1 a day for every other day for a week ?
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by the way hospital is giving me suboxone now every 8 hours very small tablets, never seen so small before 4 tiny pills equal one suboxone 8m/2mg.
So got my suboxone at 10 PM last night then at 530 AM feeling great! till 2 PM feel withdraws nurse gave me suboxone at 2 30 and i only took 3 pills not 4. Next time i get suboxone is at 10 PM then no medcine because i have a scope at 10 AM tommorrow, What does anyone think. Is it smart to now not take all 4 tiny suboxones i just wantto take 3 now and tonight at 10 PM take 3 again. Can I taper off suboxone in 7 days?
Anyone know? Not going back to oxycoconde heck no. BTW doctor said I can take soma but i declined it, nurse said it is here if you need it. Soma is bad news too.
So got my suboxone at 10 PM last night then at 530 AM feeling great! till 2 PM feel withdraws nurse gave me suboxone at 2 30 and i only took 3 pills not 4. Next time i get suboxone is at 10 PM then no medcine because i have a scope at 10 AM tommorrow, What does anyone think. Is it smart to now not take all 4 tiny suboxones i just wantto take 3 now and tonight at 10 PM take 3 again. Can I taper off suboxone in 7 days?
Anyone know? Not going back to oxycoconde heck no. BTW doctor said I can take soma but i declined it, nurse said it is here if you need it. Soma is bad news too.
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hi star im glad ur getting help you can get off the subs you will b fine my friend quit oxy in a 8day program on subs then dropped the subs upon discharge everything is great with her she didnt get hooked on the subs left the building clean of everything .btw why would they offer u soma dose that help with wd isnt it a musle relaxer
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I am a 29 year old in your same position. I have had chronic pain for 2 1/2 years and when reading this it breaks my heart. I also have torn discs from L4-S1 and I've done a lot of research along the way. You are not "addicted" but you are "dependent". This is something critical to know about pain. Dependence on narcotics is a very different story than if you are "addicted" In fact, some research states that your body is more likely to absorb the side effects more if you are truly taking the medication for pain (i.e. you wouldn't get as tired as someone who was taking it for addictive purposes) Still, your body is physiologically dependent on the drugs and this is a scary thought. Something I wish my doctor's would have explained to me a long time ago is this......."the most minor aches and pain s can feel exponentially worse when withdrawing from narcotics." . This was a huge turning point in my thought process. I thought all those times that I had lapses in doses that my pain had just gotten worse over the years but it turns out this is not the case. When your body withdrawals from the narcotics, your body continues to crave the narcotics and your own body does not respond because it's just waiting for the narcotic to re-enter to save the day. Our bodies have responses to pain which we need to appreciate more. I've never been in so much pain as when I've been taking narcotic medications. As a result, I've also made the decision to stop taking the narcotics. I'm in day 2 and while it has been MISERABLE, I also feel it's do-able. I went to the doctor first before preceding and they gave me some medications to help with the restlessness and nausea. In terms of managing my pain along the way. I've alternated between taking hot baths and placing cold packs on the areas of pain. I don't know what you've done in the past year, but regardless I appreciated reading this post because our stories are very similar and it's nice to relate. I hope whatever has happened or whatever you're planning will work for you.
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well im done no pain pills and hospital nurses try to give me soma i said NO. my jaw is killing me today TMJ and throat is in so much pain from the scope yesterday but I will suck it up, maybe the suboxone is helping a little.
I am cutting down and doing good so far, hospital gives me 4 small tiny pills they are suboxone i put under tongue, equaling one tablet of the 2mg.
Anyways, they gave it to me yesterday morning and i pretended to take them. Not having subxone when they have to put me under in 4 hours. Then waking up after procudre they took me up stairs gave me more at 2 and i did not take them. then at bed time they brought me 4 more and i only took 3, woke me up at 6 am gave me 4 more only took 3.
I want to be released today and then not take any for maybe 2 days or so, I have 11 tablets that ar 2 mg and then 2 tablets that are mine 8mg/2mg. My pain doctor told me to start weaning to 3 after the scope.
So I hope to be off everything in a week or so and will only take suboxone when I really need it and is going to try to get to 4 mg in the next 3 days.
BTW on wednesday night when i started on suboxone thought i would die was so sick and stressed. When i took lorazepam at 10 PM threw up right away and it was all blood.
Still have to see Neurologist find out why in so much back and groin pain. Found out I know i have Osteis Pubis and my pelvis is all misaligned, maybe causing a lot of the pain. also may have tear in right groin or a tear in the inguinal ligament which Doc said Tears in groin dont show up at times.
Anyone with similar pain look up gilmores groin.
I am cutting down and doing good so far, hospital gives me 4 small tiny pills they are suboxone i put under tongue, equaling one tablet of the 2mg.
Anyways, they gave it to me yesterday morning and i pretended to take them. Not having subxone when they have to put me under in 4 hours. Then waking up after procudre they took me up stairs gave me more at 2 and i did not take them. then at bed time they brought me 4 more and i only took 3, woke me up at 6 am gave me 4 more only took 3.
I want to be released today and then not take any for maybe 2 days or so, I have 11 tablets that ar 2 mg and then 2 tablets that are mine 8mg/2mg. My pain doctor told me to start weaning to 3 after the scope.
So I hope to be off everything in a week or so and will only take suboxone when I really need it and is going to try to get to 4 mg in the next 3 days.
BTW on wednesday night when i started on suboxone thought i would die was so sick and stressed. When i took lorazepam at 10 PM threw up right away and it was all blood.
Still have to see Neurologist find out why in so much back and groin pain. Found out I know i have Osteis Pubis and my pelvis is all misaligned, maybe causing a lot of the pain. also may have tear in right groin or a tear in the inguinal ligament which Doc said Tears in groin dont show up at times.
Anyone with similar pain look up gilmores groin.
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I'm feeing the pain ! Jump off time from 2 15mgs a day of oxy. How long is this w/d going to last,when will I feel good again? I can hardly walk or eat. OK class help,need info.
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hi greg
iam glad to hear how well you are doing and hope this weekend has gone well for you let me know. had surgery 1 1/2 weeks ago and still having leg pain but not as bad taking 10/325 norco so now have to taper off of it cant wait for this to be all over with.
iam glad to hear how well you are doing and hope this weekend has gone well for you let me know. had surgery 1 1/2 weeks ago and still having leg pain but not as bad taking 10/325 norco so now have to taper off of it cant wait for this to be all over with.
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I'm not sure you still check this but what do u
You say to someone like me who has stage 4 non hodgkins lymphoma and was put on percocet 180 pills a month. I asked the dr upfront if this drug was addictive he told me no. I thought I had a good reason for taking it I had cancer but it ruined my life and now I am starting a detox center next Monday. It is not always the patients fault.
You say to someone like me who has stage 4 non hodgkins lymphoma and was put on percocet 180 pills a month. I asked the dr upfront if this drug was addictive he told me no. I thought I had a good reason for taking it I had cancer but it ruined my life and now I am starting a detox center next Monday. It is not always the patients fault.
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I posted a little bit ago and to follow up I have stage 4 non hodgkins lymphoma and in remission. dr put me on percocet 180 pills a month. I started stealing my husbands g
Hydrcodone, he had surgery. He noticed and gave me an ultamadin to stop or else. I made an appointment for a outpatient treatment program for about 8 days from 10-3. They said they will detox me. My questions are does this work and what do I do when I have to get my stem cell transplant when I go out of remission which I told will happen. Next question is does oxy make you feel numb to feelings it's like I don't give a s%#t what happens nothing makes me happy anymore only time I feel ok is right after I take oxy then it wears off. It's like I'm numb. Sometimes I think what's the point cancer is going to take me anyways I just want to feel again something does that come back?
The soonest I can get into a rehab program is next Monday so I'm slowly decreasing my meds I tried cold turkey but it only lasted 24 hours. I knew they drugs were there so it was to powerful. I had a crappy year in less than a year I lost my step dad to cancer my step mom to cancer then my mom had a stroke and I had to be the one to take her off of life support. Oh yeah and I have had cancer for two years. I never had a problem with anything no alcohol I was a so called good girl. Never got in trouble always did the right thing. Then one day I was diagnosed with cancer given a script for 120 percocet and it went to he'll from there.
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Are you serious what do you say to someone like me who never had a problem then one day was told I have cancer and given a script for 120 oxy and was told it wasn't addictive. Know your facts before you post you ignorant fool.
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