I can masturbate and orgasm, but it's pretty dificult because I can't get into the "mood".
I went to my boyfriend's house earlier this week and things got a little touchy ;) it was the first time I was touched like that. I would remove my shirt, then my bra. We would cuddle and then he started playing with my breasts... You get the idea, he was putting me in the mood. And I really was. So much that my vagina was screaming "TOUCH MEEE >:(". So I ask him to start rubbin' my clit and. Dear lord. It felt. Very. Good. I was even about to moan which I never do. I didn't get to climax because we didn't go very far (but we were fine with it) and when I came back home I still had this "urge". Like I wasn't done, so I tried masturbating. But nothing. NO THING. Let me be clear: I WAS VERY turned on AND NOTHING WAS HAPPENING >8(
It's always been like that, where I have a very hard time orgasming. So in short, I am very turned on yet I can't masturbate to it. It just won't happen. Is it kinda like you can't tickle yourself but others can? Did that made sense?? Anyways sorry for that stupid long story I just can't stop thinking about it -_-
What are you thinking about when your masturbate?