I cried right when i woke up..why??

For obvious reasons I cannot tell you how I personally felt, but in the absence of other replies, I can tell you that in thirty years, with two partners experiencing miscarriage, and one partner electing for an abortion, and with experience elsewhere, then what you experienced is entirely reasonable. You did indeed strip an entire future from you - and any loss, lost opportunity, lost experience, is going to have an impact. You also gave yourself a future, the future that you felt was more appropriate, and you were more able to handle.

Unfortunately, the pain of immediate loss is much more powerful than the relief or pleasure of a possible future. Cried for no reason? Hardly. Whatever women's libbers may like to believe, the potential to raise a child is a deeply ingrained part of a woman's identity: it would be astonishing if you had not cried, not to mention the fact that your body was also adjusting to the loss.

Regret is the inevitable companion to choice - in any field or area of your life. Hopefully, by the time you leave, you'll have enough to look back on that is rewarding, to balance the choices that left you at a loss.

hi i had an abortion 2 weeks ago and when i woke up after the procedure i cried none stop not for no reason but because i felt lost and regret ..i wanted my baby back that second but it was too late... you understand your loss after you lose it :-(((
so i cant wait to heal from my loss because of my choice i made so i can get pregnant again i dont know how long it will take...