I have an anxiety disorder that is centered around my health so I get panicked really easily about every tiniest detail of my body and I know this sounds absolutely ridiculous and dumb to worry over but for me it's a f**king crying level of terrifying Bear with me it's a real scary thing for me but it's going to be hilarious for you. So about a week ago me and my friend were talking about girls in the school we like. (Btw we're both senior's in high school) Anyways somehow we got to penis and balls size not in a gay way but in a this is what I got to use in bed with her way. I know we're stupid but please listen this is killing me. Anyways he was like I got some melons like the size of walnuts then I laughed and said mine are the size of medium chicken eggs. He paused and said that's not normal I froze and started having a panic attack which I knew meant a hell storm of worry and online medical searching was ahead of me. I quickly walked away finished my lunch and went to all of my classes and drove home as fast as I could and immediately started researching the normal testicle size all kept saying smaller than what I had this scared the living s*** out of me and I knew another sweaty heart palpitating panic attack was coming my way and sure enough I started freaking out and tried my deep breath technique which failed so then I took a double dose of my medication (Zoloft and intunive and paxil which finally after about an hour calmed me down) then a week passed of me forgetting until tonight about a couple of hours ago the worry came back with a vengeance so I need some reasurrance that this isn't something to worry about thanks!
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