I love my boyfriend dearly, he is the love of my life. We been together for 2 years now But the sex is terrible. I had to fake a organism today because I was not turned on at all! I hate having sex with my amazing boyfriend. His penis is not that big and he rarely gets turned on. We use to have a great time before and it was amazing sex but now it's horrible but I don't want to leave him. What do I do? I love him dearly but sex sucks