Ok so here is my whole story. Plase read carfefully i really need help. Ok so i started masturabting over 4 yers ago to straight porn. When i was a kid i had crushes on girls and got erections with hot teacher (ik weird). A little after i started to masturbate (about age 11 or 10) i switched to gay porn. I am now fifteen and for those long 4 years i've been having gay fantasies, some mutual handjobs and watching gay porn. I, recntly started to worry i might be gay. I never really considered the fact i could be gay beacuse i always liked girls, kissed 4 girls in this time and always got erections. I never stopped liking girls, i still watched lesbian porn and straight porn. Now, for over a month and a half i left all the gay stuff, but when i masturbate (to straight porn and straight fantasies) some unwanted gay fantasies pop back in my head. I have a girlfriend who i love deeply and get erections when she hugs me, and when we kiss. I stopped and straight and lesbian porn give me erections as easly, but for some reason i notice the difference in the pleasure. My opinion on all of this is that it was a phase, and now i cant get it off my mind, and it's kind of hard to get back on track to straight porn in just a moonth. When i have memories of my gay "experiences" i get boners, and i think this is obvious now that it felt good. Now, when i look at hot guys i really dont get and rection, it's really more of admiration and i get this nervous feeling beacuse i think to myself i might be turning gay. I really don't know. I heard it's a phase, and i really never thought about guys romatically, just sexually, and girls it's sexual and emotional. I now notice a difference in the desire i have for gay stuff. I think after 4 years it takes more than a month and a half to fully adapt to straight stuff again. Again, i get erections with girls, love girls, and i am attracted to girls. I just keep on having anxiety attack over what i did for thepast 4 years. I consider this attrction was more to penises and i herad that some guys during puberty relate owr own genitals to plesure and this is why i feel how i feel. I also heard most of the time it is a phase. WHat do you guys think? i really need help
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whatever you are, gay, bi, straight, don't worry about it it doesn't matter. I'm going through the same thing, but worse. so just be glad you aren't me.
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take my words as grant. you are fully masculine, may be experienced bi. do not care it. move with girls and have moral life. never feel self guilt.
be happy.
be happy.
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What makes people think that men who are gay are not masculine, Gay men work in all professions, firemen, policemen, construction workers(all the trades), Truckers, every profession you can think of, there are gay men working, and don't stand out as anything other than one of the guys. The Flamboyant side of gay life are what people see in parades, and the extremes that are not seen in other groups...or they are less likely to let other people to know what they do in private. And a lot of the straight extremes make gay ones seem tame. If you are gay or straight, you should take pride in what you are. and realize that other groups unlike yourselves, deserve as much respect and tolerance as you expect people to give you. I know couples who have been together for 35 yrs, some met in the military. With the divorce rate of 50% of straight marraiges ending in divorce, how seriously do they actually make this a production costing thousands and done in the Church,with in the sight of God and swearing an oath of love, devotion, and commitment that for better or worse,they will cherish each other in sicknes and in health, with a 50-50 chance of divorce, makes trying to make laws of men and women as the only ones with the right to marriage, more than a little strange, A president that was a drunk,drug user, and not very successful,until40 when he found God and decided his way to run a country was the way it was going to be done. Cowboy diplomacy got us nothing but Ill will, we are in a better global position with respect for diplomacy and understanding, and a President who thinks before he opens his mouth ,and is open to hearing all sides and be able to change his opinion when he recieves more insight.
A life with a girl, does not make it Moral!! The speaker of the house, married with a mistress in Washington, is the man who has block much legislation getting passed , and appointees approved.. You are entitled to give advice, but that doesn't mean your opinion is the right one.
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Chill and be happy, you may be bi, you may be gay or even straight. You seem to be a nice caring person so forget what small minded people might think and forget about labels. Be you and be happy
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Yea bro I've got the same. Problem. I like girls very much. But one guye just gets me sexuly exited. I'm not in love with him its just some times I just want. To #**# this dude its weird and I have this strange atraction to penises I find everything about a man. Gros but I'd llike it if a man just fuked me. Its realy weird but iv I'm finished. Cuming I'm like. Gros but my main atraction is girls I have fallen in love with several girls but not with boyes I watch gay porn sometimes if I realy want to get exited but I like strigt porn the most there is nothing more sexy than a pair of boobs. I think the problem may be to much porn gets a person bored and then you need something other. I. notice a girl first long before I see men. And I never look at a boy and think he's hot. I realy don't want to get maried to a man it just freaks me out I concider myself strigt of bio. I don't think you're Gay at the least bio
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It doesn't matter what u are. I'm a girl and I think gay guys are awesome, every girl wants a gay best friend! :)
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I get boners over a LOT of female teachers. I end up masturbating over them and imagining having sex with them! Might be a bit F****d up but I don't care!
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