I haven't had the chance to tell anyone about this except the man whom I'm pregnant with, and long story short..... he already has 5 children and during our relationship I knew about his 'past relationship', but as soon as  I mentioned that I was pregnant he then revealed that he in fact wasn't 100% single and hadn't finalized his divorce from his previous marriage!! I NEVER would have involved myself with a married man as I respect marriage and respect the vow of that committment.  As a Christian, I know I shouldn't have been sleeping with him in the first place instead wait for my vow, but I was weak and we grew from a friendship into this over the course of 6/7 months.  

 

Fast forward to the present... He obviously doesn't want me to keep the baby, and I have been swayed by his opinion and set an appointment for tomorrow.  I'm terrified...haven't told my parents or ANYONE for that matter.  I'm 30yrs old and back in school again right now to start a new career.  I don't know what kind of advice I'm asking for... I just need someone to chime in and help because I'm completely lost scared confused ALL OF THE ABOVE!!