I have been smoking Marijuana for about six years. I have been using the drug as a form of depression release. I know that it has been said many times that the drug is a downer not an upper, but that's not every persons case. As horrible as I know it sounds, I would much rather be in a place where things are sureal than keep my mind focused on problems within myself or with the rest of the world. My depression gets so bad at times that if I see a Father smak a childs hand I become enraged and suddenly all I can think about is punching that man out. Or if i'm sitting alone and the day went as perfect as you could imagine, the sky is blue, the grass is green and i'm sitting in my room crying for reasons I can't figure out. I'm always escaping, but from what I don't know. Marijuana is the only thing that has worked for me and i haven't had an eppisode in over three years (when I started smoking more reguarly). I've tried other things given by doctors but they all made it worse to the point that I was on lock down for a few different suicide attempts.
This last December I turned 21, and like most 21 year old college students, I drink allot! One thing that my depression still does to me is that it causes me to lose focus very quickly, as it has my whole life. For this, I have just recently been given Adderall. It helps in an amazing way but i'm worried about what these three things are doing as they mix within me. I'm a 5-11, 150pound male, so it doesn't take long for everything to mix even though I don't do it on pupose. Is this really dangerous? Should I be conserned or just treat it like normal society (i.e. quit smoking and stop drinking so much or get off the medication). Also, I've only gotten four and a half hours of sleep the past three days! The latest I have taken Adderall was about 4pm. Is there a time limit or a limit on how many to take in one day (obviously, no more than three, but is two ok with 20mg each?)
This last December I turned 21, and like most 21 year old college students, I drink allot! One thing that my depression still does to me is that it causes me to lose focus very quickly, as it has my whole life. For this, I have just recently been given Adderall. It helps in an amazing way but i'm worried about what these three things are doing as they mix within me. I'm a 5-11, 150pound male, so it doesn't take long for everything to mix even though I don't do it on pupose. Is this really dangerous? Should I be conserned or just treat it like normal society (i.e. quit smoking and stop drinking so much or get off the medication). Also, I've only gotten four and a half hours of sleep the past three days! The latest I have taken Adderall was about 4pm. Is there a time limit or a limit on how many to take in one day (obviously, no more than three, but is two ok with 20mg each?)
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I COMPLETELY understand why you smoke, it's the same for me. I quit smoking a couple days ago, and when my dad suddenly showed up at my house asking for cash i flipped out, then punched through a door. I NEVER have done anything like this since I started smoking. But anyways, you should take a 20 mg in the morning when you wake up, it should last you around 10 hours. If you drink on it, you're going to f**k up your stomach and tear the lining on the inside; that's an unpleasant way to go down- going out with a little bang. Smoking on it doesn't cancel out the effect of the hype you feel, but it does ruin the whole point of the drug- concentrating harder. You literally get stupider when you're on a downer and upper. Some people say they cancel each other out and it makes you feel sober... the reason they say that is because they do that ridiculous c**p on a reg. basis. Honestly, write poetry whenever you feel sad. Or jot down all your thoughts, no matter how dark. Venting is the one true form of mental relief, which leads to physical relief. Hope his helped.
*Don't be high while on the addies unless you have nothing important to do.
*Don't drink until you feel the addies wear off.
*Don't be high while on the addies unless you have nothing important to do.
*Don't drink until you feel the addies wear off.
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