The anxiety however is probably caused by the psykedelia. I personally suffered from anxiety attacks after my first and last LSD trip. They went on for a couple of weeks, then went away for a month or so until a flashback revived them, and then went on for a month or so and for now they're gone. The worst thing about having anxiety attacks (and anyone will tell you this) is the fear for having them. And if i understand correctly the'r hard to cure but cureable so if you'r still having them, get help.
Btw, i have both penicillin and cannabis working my bloodstream right, and i feel just fine... (But what do i know... If you'r right i might wake up brainfucked tomorrow.) :-(
P.S. A sence depesronalization is often brought on by anxiety and depression.
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So if your gonna get anything from that mess above get this: Let go.
P.S. My salvia experience was off the charts I was like on a different planet, thought the world ended and aliens took over my mind etc...
me and my bro(sitter) were talking about aliens just before the trip lol and thats what prob made it worse.
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This past week has been the most terrifying one I've lived through yet. But I'm still kickin'. As my sister would say "I ain't dead yet, mofa".
At several points, I was genuinely convinced I was going to die, due to anxiety and semi-hallucinations brought on by a bad reaction to cannabis, and THC. Or, if you have no idea what that is, the two main drugs in Marijuana that get you high. At other points, I told myself that if I didn't die from what was happening to me, I would kill myself to escape it. Of course, I get to be one of the one in millions and billions that can have that bad of a reaction to the drug. Anxiety is something semi-commonly brought on by it, but not to the extent I get it - according to my new therapist [who happens to specialize in addiction and I didn't even know that. I just wanted to get in with any sort of therapist]. Yep, counseling. Something I've put off for years but umm.... I'm tired of almost killing myself multiple times a week and no one even noticing.
Anyway, back to cannabis and THC. Of course, I had my lovely teenage moment and just smoked it even though I knew I'd had bad history with it in the past, and surprisingly, nothing bad happened to me, so the habit kept up for two or three months. Then I had a series of anxiety attacks and stopped smoking again in result. Anxiety, the same factor that made me quit last time.
The last week or so, my body has been detoxing the drug. I didn't think detoxing off Marijuanna could be so bad you get afraid and paranoid you have developed Marijuana based psychosis. But, apparently it can. Marijuana has a similar effect on me due to an already imbalanced chemistry, as shrooms or acid would in somebody else. I literally make myself see things, hear things, etc. that weren't there. The only thing keeping me sane is the last inch of sanity that's still able to tell me it's all in my head and it's not real. The anxiety brought on by the after-affects of the drug is worse than the anxiety brought on when I was actually completely under the influence of the drug.
On a more mild note, I'm also addicted to caffeine. Surprise? Not. I drink like 17 cups of coffee a day. Okay, that's exaggerating. My current record is somewhere around twelve cups a day, but that's not normal for me.
So yes, this past week has been full of dizzy-light-headed-phobia-anxious-goodness that still persists, but not as bad. Usually around this time at night and early morning it feels like I smoked a blunt by myself. Now some people might ask why that's a bad thing -- it is when it makes you batshit crazy. It's not fun when you can't control it, there's no way to stop it, and you're afraid you're going to die [all at random, with no forewarning]. It's not fun when you can't see straight, it physically affects you, makes your eyelids heavy yet your mind is so awake with racing thoughts you can't sleep, you start to shake and hyperventilate until you almost faint, etc.
At some points I doubted the Earth existed. I was terrified that everything around me, and everything in me was all in someone's imagination or even my own, if that. I just thought that there was nothing [the thought sounds crazy to someone in a normal state of mind]. I have always had a fear of existence but when you feel distant and like you're literally a ghost [I've never meant that term so literally in my life] it becomes almost real when you think you're not real at all. Is that a crazy thought, or what? Now imagine thinking that while you're feeling like no matter what you touch or how much you scream, there's nothing there and you can't make a noise. I felt like I was standing in the doorway to the world and wasn't actually a part of it. I felt like I was looking in on it and I was surrounded by black. As I think about it, the feeling comes back to me but it's a little easier to handle when you know you've felt it before and you know you survived it. It's so scary when it's new and you don't know what it is and you think any minute you're going to die and so is everyone else dooming human life itself.
I almost went to the emergency room a few days of it, and a phobia I've had since I was a little kid is doctors. And dentists. And a bunch of other things. It's so bad I will do anything to avoid going. Thus, I usually don't unless it's like a you're-bleeding-out emergency. See, anxiety is no stranger to me, but to this extent, it is a different thing. A different person, and therefore, a complete and total unwelcomed stranger breaking down the doors to my sanity, and dismantling the already unstable base I call my life.
For some reason, being at my mom's house makes it worse. I've had to make my dad come get me at like 3 in the morning a few times. Heh.... I'm actually at my mom's right now.
My therapist says I should be done the whole detoxing process in a week and the feelings should go away. I f*****g hope so. This has scared me out of f*****g taking Tylenol, man. No exaggeration. I had a surgery when I was about 9, actually it was like a week before my tenth birthday, but anyhow, and I have a metal pin in my upper hip because I broke a piece of bone off it when I was younger because I'm smart. Don't ask. Anyway, I get really back muscle aches in that leg now for obvious reasons and I used to take Aleve for it. I'm terrified to take anything. Even over the counter meds. [I'm rambling, I apologize.]
I know a lot of people are going to think if not say 'dude, weed can't do that to you' but I'm living proof I didn't think so either. But it has made me the most suicidal of a creature I've ever been.
"Don't do drugs, kids". Actually, I'm not here to tell you how to live your life, but I do feel that I need to be that one person who had the bad experience from "just a joint" that needs to tell people that it IS in fact possible to have a bad, life-altering reaction. Unlikely, yes. Impossible, not at all.
The end of my long rambling story you probably don't care about, and I hope at least one person took something from this, or that it was any help or consolation to you. I'm still experiencing the effects.
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it was nothing to do with the salvia or weed, if you had no effect on the sh*t salvia you took why would it affect you the next day when you take the penicilin. the penicilin caused it, what i think happened is you took the penicilin started feeling a bit strange and made it worse cause you kept thinking about it until you freaked out and had a little panic attack..
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That's because you smoked at a young age you tard. I smoke weed all the time and I'm on penicillin right now. Your either attention seeking poof. Or screwed up and will get schizophrenia....enjoy
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Different spores of bacteria/ mold/ fungus make their way into pot. Most people air dry, with cool climates more likely to find Penicillin, warm aspergillis. Penicillin can be found on marijuana, as can aspergillis, Candida albicans, etc.
You may be allergic to penicillin (i am).
Or it may have been contaminated with something funky, and the penicillin exacerbated it.
I smoked pot for 2 years no problem, got on an airplane, got back, got pot from a new source, and have been fighting some health issues ever since.
I am pretty sure it had some crazy bacteria or mold that didn't agree with me. For me pot was risky due to penicillin allergy, but it helped with certain issues for a while. Now I'm on a super strict diet, and hoping I can fix all of the issues it caused.
There is a study about frequent smokers who have Candida albicans in lungs. It's a common occurance.
P.s. no marijuana does not being out issues that were already there to the jackass who said it. That's like saying everyone can safely drink everyday and if it causes cirrhosis it's because the genes were susceptible to it. You probably got a bad batch, but I wouldn't smoke again for a long long while as that strain of bacteria, mold, or fungus is in your lungs. Adding more will make your body have a more difficult time removing what it is still fighting off plus the additional bacteria, mold, or fungus. This happens will further exacerbate your anxiety.
As for anxiety, it's probably your body practicing self preservation. The world is filled with bacteria. Its fighting off a current issue and the world is filled with dirty people who eat funky things. Eating healthy will improve your health. Being moderately active will help. Walking (not running) will get your body moving and improves overall mental health.
I wouldn't be surprised if bad reactions has more to do with mold, bacteria, or fungus than the thc content. I smoked, ate edibles, used vape pens, any method I used it.
being exposed to a decent amount of bacteria is beneficial (kids with dogs are healthier than kids without).
eating healthy fruits, vegetables, meats will help your anxiety.
Though I found marijuana to be beneficial for a while, in the end after I researched bacteria, molds, fungus, brain damage, and was able to take a good look at regular pot smokers I decided against it. Sure I have plenty of great memories talking about any thing and everything from time travel to death, but being that I'm allergic to penicillin, and have had 2 close calls with pot, one I'm still recovering from a year later, year I think I'm done with my pot experience.
So I was an everyday smoker for 2 years, it improved my well being, helped me work, helped me clean, garden, improved my love life, then I got a bad batch. I've been pot free for 6 months (tried it again, then decided against it).
Some can say issues have to do with estrogen, but being that you took penicillin I'm going with bacteria, mold, or fungus.
P.s. I'm not a doctor, but at one point I had seizures another I couldn't regulate temperature properly, and have been nursing myself back to health since. I experienced massive psychosis shortly after pot experience, followed by massive health problems. Things are slowly getting better, I'm back in college, getting A's again. Still cant work, but being that I don't feel like my brain is burning or shrinking or stretching (mostly) I am pleased with my progress.
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