I was a hard core heroine addict for 7 years. My only way to get off was to get on methadone. Now its been 8 years and every day I say..today I'll try to get off. I did manage to cut my dose in half but I am so afraid of the pain. The last time I tried it was so bad that I bought 20 bags of heroine, went into a rest room at a fast food place (I wanted my body to be found but not in my parents home) & never planned on coming out alive. I shot all 20 bags, main line. To my suprise, some guy saw me, thought I was cute and wanted my number so he waited & waited. When I never came out, that guy asked someone to check on me. I woke up in the hospital, they shocked my heart, brought me back & once again I am on methadone. Can anyone help? Is saboxin a good remady or is it another replacement drug? What will it feel like? Should I go in patient since I'm prone to suacide attempts because of the pain?