I suffer from depression and have bad anxeity and panic attacks I always feel like I'm dieing and I don't know why I'm scared I just had my last child in march I have three wonderful children I don't wanna die my kids need me my son was born really sick in 2010 I pray he don't take me from them I'm a wreck everything I do I'm dieing I can't be happy I'm always sad and crying I feel like I've failed my kids I think sometimes maybe everyone would be better off with out me I have no friends or family where we live are car got towed so I'm in the house seven days a week my fiancé works so he gets out I don't I think I'm going crazy