I had an abortion 5 years ago now. Everyday I think about my baby and wish that I have never done it. I was pushed into having an abortion from my boyfriend at the time. When i woke-up from being knocked out I was hysterical and the staff couldn't calm me down. My boyfriend at the time was sweet about the whole day, but I just wish I had more strength and told him that I didn't want to do this.

Every since that day I lost myself with my baby. I have never been the same. I haven't been able to make any decisions about my life, rather its a career or school. i need help and do not know what to do.