Is this going to work?> I have heard people say both things. They taper off of tex's and go back to oxy's, or whatever herione. From my understanding it doesn't work like that. I thought the tex's have the blocker and therefore wont allow the opiates to work until they leave your system, which takes like at least 72hrs, and then they may or maynot work then. Anyone jump from the frying pan so to speak and dive into the fire again? Im having a really down time right now. I loved the way the tex's sidetracked that urge or craving of the tab's for me. However, I crave the Subutex like a wild woman! Couldn't get enough...now I feel like my additive mentality took over and I ruined it for myself by abusing the tex's. I couldn't find ONE dang person who said they did this...instead I heard every other excuse as to why they were in w/d from subutex. Boy do they get lengthly in their explainations. So, it takes a addict to know an addict, and I know in all of my soul they were probably doing what I was, however ashamed to admit it. Im, not ashamed to ADMIT it...but I am ashamed of myself. My mental is going to need some help as well as the physcial. I hope my doctor understands my accuired mentality took me a long time to polish...and keep on getting those pills...Im sure my DR. had to have known I was abusing them...Hell, he was giving me....120 7.5's, 60 10mg Norco, & 90 10mg percocet on top of that. Now if that doesn't smell addicit, then I don't know what does. I have some back & other health related issues, no matter how serious I know they are..Ive seen Dr.s give less than that for long healing surgurey. I guess MONEY talks & BULL SHATTERS walk....(across the street to another dr's office) WTHell? Hope if any of this part helps someone else...then It was worth writing it. God Bless & Many Prayers to my fellow sect of addicts. Wishing you much Peace & Love
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I so know how you're feeling right now. I can relate to everything you posted. i used subutex for almost a year for my epstein barr chronic fatigue issues. i wasn't addicted to opiates so much as the subutex. i switched to suboxene thinking it would be a good way to ramp off. i was so wrong. I tried coming off at 4mg and after 4 days it was getting worse not being able to sleep or eat. I'm now coming off at 2mg and its my first day and because I know my body so well I know what I'm in for. I know what hell it is and you'll do anything to avoid the hell on earth that w/d is. Taking more opiates will just prolong the inevitable. Nobody ever seems to use the word inevitable. W/d is going to happen. The best thing is to try and prepare with someone to support you. Some food and some vitamins. bananas, pepto, water. For me the stomach pain is the worst of it. I cant eat and I cant sleep. Its hard to get out of bed to take a warm shower even though you know it will make you feel better for 15 minuyes. You are not alone my sister, you are not alone right now. I'm seriously considering writing a handbook for withdrawl for real people that have really gone through it. My therapist say i would make a great counselor if I could ever get clean LMAO! Believe me I'm only laughing inside.
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ross1705 ,wrote ....... subutex as far as i am concerned are the best thing since sliced bread , if u use them properly then there is no reason u shouldnt b succseful ,just roll with it ,it only gets better and i SHOULD KNOW as ive been on heroin for near on 19 years ,and ive tried everything possible to get off but to no avail , then i heared about sub"s and i havent looked back since , as far as the sleeping goes i have my ups and downs but after a few valium i just get my head down and sleep like a baby , the only thing that is still scaring me is the feeling of normality ,as for 19 years ive been so off my head i didnt realise that people had emotions and feeling , and this is the hardest part ive had to deal with , but with determination and will and a fit ass doctor i will kick this sh*t that hard it will leave this known galaxy , so people just get your head down and deal with it , like they say what dont kill u makes u stronger........ peace and luv
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